i'm the only one who read this so...
sometimes i wonder why i try and i wonder what the hell i am doing. i have these weird moods and weird thoughts that accompany them. one day i will feel like i am supposed to be doing whatever it is that i'm doing, then the next day i will wonder why it happened. i hate feeling uncertain about things, especially one thing that has been bothering me for so long. i don't know how to talk about it. i try to ignore it but i can't. i feel so fucking good around her, i can't even begin to explain it. however, at the same time i can't get it out of my head that the next night she will be back with him...it's all i can think about. it's pretty much wearing me down and out. i think i'm killing myself slowly every time i see her, but if it's what dying feels like, i wish i was dying all the time. well, i wrote a little something about the other night(s):
would you like to meet me in the streets tonight?
it will mark our first battle with this miserable fight
against liars and love and infedelity
i promise i would die for you if you promise never to lie to me
the first thing on my mind is holding you tight
the only thing on your mind is falling asleep tonight
close your eyes and wish upon that shooting star
we'll wait 'til the wind becomes unbearable and we'll go sit in my car
watching live star wars up in the sky
the reds and blues of the lasers reflected off the diamonds in your eyes
the first thing on my mind is holding you tight
the only thing on your mind is falling asleep tonight
this is the part where i walk you to your door
this is the part where you tell me you love me, but i convince you i love you more
i try not to think of telling you in the parking lot
but its so hard when you are my every thought
i try not to think of kissing you in the parking lot
but its so hard when you are my every thought
you are my every thought.
sometimes i wish i was somebody else. i wish i could turn girls on. i wish i knew where to put my hands. i wish i knew what to do. sometimes i wish i wasn't so awkard when it came to making out or lying on couches/beds. please don't think that i know what i'm doing. it's hard enough dealing with the fact that i'm a bad liar and it's way to obvious that i suck. i know that you probably don't like it. thanks for putting up with me when it comes to that stuff.
does anybody else make up music video type movie scenes for certain songs that they hear? most of mine end the same...
well, i don't know. hopefully soon i will get a decently happy post in. things don't look to good on that subject.
hassan ramadan
would you like to meet me in the streets tonight?
it will mark our first battle with this miserable fight
against liars and love and infedelity
i promise i would die for you if you promise never to lie to me
the first thing on my mind is holding you tight
the only thing on your mind is falling asleep tonight
close your eyes and wish upon that shooting star
we'll wait 'til the wind becomes unbearable and we'll go sit in my car
watching live star wars up in the sky
the reds and blues of the lasers reflected off the diamonds in your eyes
the first thing on my mind is holding you tight
the only thing on your mind is falling asleep tonight
this is the part where i walk you to your door
this is the part where you tell me you love me, but i convince you i love you more
i try not to think of telling you in the parking lot
but its so hard when you are my every thought
i try not to think of kissing you in the parking lot
but its so hard when you are my every thought
you are my every thought.
sometimes i wish i was somebody else. i wish i could turn girls on. i wish i knew where to put my hands. i wish i knew what to do. sometimes i wish i wasn't so awkard when it came to making out or lying on couches/beds. please don't think that i know what i'm doing. it's hard enough dealing with the fact that i'm a bad liar and it's way to obvious that i suck. i know that you probably don't like it. thanks for putting up with me when it comes to that stuff.
does anybody else make up music video type movie scenes for certain songs that they hear? most of mine end the same...
well, i don't know. hopefully soon i will get a decently happy post in. things don't look to good on that subject.
hassan ramadan