Let Me Sit Down and Find My Shit
Dear Friends,
as of this afternoon I have 29 unanswered messages on my cell phone. I have 23 unanswered messages on my work line. I have three offers to do by tomorrow.
I have had an life changing series of epiphanies in the last two weeks, and I am preparing psycho-spiritually for some heavy shit with the had of my magickal order later this month.
My ex is threatening to sue me.
One third of my friends are in the process of disowning me, one third of my friends are in the process of brow-beating me with their lizard brain induced fear.
One third of your however are loving me unconditionally. Special thanks to Clay, phenethaine, and heraldofchaos, and thornleaf for keeping their shit about them and *actually* taking an active voice of support and *doing something* to help.
In the meantime let me offer a quote from a psytrance quote of John Leguizamo.
"Every body sit down, stay cool, and let me find my shit, okay?" If anybody could tell me where this is from it would make me pretty happy.
I am going to spend some time to myself classic Cancer stylies. I'm going to withdraw into my crab hole, maybe make some nice balls of sand, and slowly try to figure out and explain what the fuck is going with 5 members of our community now who have had brain-melting spiritual experiences in the last number of months. That's right folks - its up to five people now. And no I won't out anybody. If you don't know what's what and who is who then you need to update your spy network.
I love you all and I will reassure you again that everything will be okay. I hope to get a chance to have some face time with all of you in the next couple of weeks. In the interim I will be releasing a steady stream of what I promise to be fascinating posts to awe and amaze and get your (to quote Gary Oldman in The Professional) juices flowing.
as of this afternoon I have 29 unanswered messages on my cell phone. I have 23 unanswered messages on my work line. I have three offers to do by tomorrow.
I have had an life changing series of epiphanies in the last two weeks, and I am preparing psycho-spiritually for some heavy shit with the had of my magickal order later this month.
My ex is threatening to sue me.
One third of my friends are in the process of disowning me, one third of my friends are in the process of brow-beating me with their lizard brain induced fear.
One third of your however are loving me unconditionally. Special thanks to Clay, phenethaine, and heraldofchaos, and thornleaf for keeping their shit about them and *actually* taking an active voice of support and *doing something* to help.
In the meantime let me offer a quote from a psytrance quote of John Leguizamo.
"Every body sit down, stay cool, and let me find my shit, okay?" If anybody could tell me where this is from it would make me pretty happy.
I am going to spend some time to myself classic Cancer stylies. I'm going to withdraw into my crab hole, maybe make some nice balls of sand, and slowly try to figure out and explain what the fuck is going with 5 members of our community now who have had brain-melting spiritual experiences in the last number of months. That's right folks - its up to five people now. And no I won't out anybody. If you don't know what's what and who is who then you need to update your spy network.
I love you all and I will reassure you again that everything will be okay. I hope to get a chance to have some face time with all of you in the next couple of weeks. In the interim I will be releasing a steady stream of what I promise to be fascinating posts to awe and amaze and get your (to quote Gary Oldman in The Professional) juices flowing.