kinda
I don't know whats going on in my head. I've just been so... not lost, but it feels that way. I guess just a little bit lonely and not taken serious enough... I've noticed things about myself that I don't like and there are way too many to acknowledge at this point. I've felt so down in the dumps for... weeks now.. My mind is eating my insides with emptiness and my heart pounds hard and fast but yet I go no where. I walk slow and my eyes stare at the floor as if they were looking for something so fascinating I can't look up or I'll miss it. Sometimes (like right now) I'm stuck in the wondering of how important I actually am to people, and not just a product till my batteries die. I'm Handled with such carelessness that I became broken. Like Veto says "Is there no one who can help me now. Is there no one who can guide me out." I reach out as far as I can ,but to my dismay I'm ignored and flicked like a cigarette butt to the street. I feel homeless yet live in a house and roam the streets and beg for anything to make me feel better. Sometimes I feel hopeless.