My sister says you've got to SEE it and believe it, I BELIEVE IT!
Man am I ever enjoying this music mix I've finally begun living with! I may have misquoted the lyrics, but that's the song that's creeping into my skin and staying with me right now. It makes me feel strong.
Speaking of strength, I don't have any. I had to quit my new job after just three nights because A) I am too old for this kind of hard labor, B) I can't keep bar hours and work six days a week, and C) I got crushed, and I do mean CRUSHED by a burly guy last Saturday night and I have every reason to believe he rebroke my fragile collarbone. X-rays tomorrow morning and I will be DELIGHTED to find I am wrong...but no way can this kind of pain be okay. It's making me physically ill. I've lived with it for a week now and it shows no signs of dissipating, so it's time to find out one way or the other. If it IS broken, that means another surgery, this time to put a plate where the bones don't reach. Again, I pray this is not the case and I'm just a useless wimp.
You know what pisses me off the most? I was FINALLY feeling strong! That's why I took the second job in the first place!
I'd say okay, enough whining, but I know myself better than that.
So I'll just quit writing and go read YOUR LJ. :-)
Speaking of strength, I don't have any. I had to quit my new job after just three nights because A) I am too old for this kind of hard labor, B) I can't keep bar hours and work six days a week, and C) I got crushed, and I do mean CRUSHED by a burly guy last Saturday night and I have every reason to believe he rebroke my fragile collarbone. X-rays tomorrow morning and I will be DELIGHTED to find I am wrong...but no way can this kind of pain be okay. It's making me physically ill. I've lived with it for a week now and it shows no signs of dissipating, so it's time to find out one way or the other. If it IS broken, that means another surgery, this time to put a plate where the bones don't reach. Again, I pray this is not the case and I'm just a useless wimp.
You know what pisses me off the most? I was FINALLY feeling strong! That's why I took the second job in the first place!
I'd say okay, enough whining, but I know myself better than that.
So I'll just quit writing and go read YOUR LJ. :-)