I am just....

Feb 06, 2006 17:05

so.
fucking.
tired.
of.
being.
alone.

and all the rest of it. )

father, memories, depression

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Greetings sassenach1970 February 10 2006, 12:17:36 UTC
hey there....

I hope you come to Shakti .... I'm actually only going every other weekend, because during Tax Season I work 8-4 every other weekend. This is my work weekend, so I probably won't go because I don't like to interupt the gals while they are working, but if you were there I would make an exception and show up anyway because I miss you and haven't seen you in Goddess knows how long!

Anyway, I've just been thinking about how hard it is to live as a single person (or even a single person who is in a relationship but not living with anyone, kind of doing the old fashioned dating-on-weekends thing not cohabitating at the drop of hat) in a world that seems to revolve around couples. I know it's just freakin' Valentines Day, which has always been hard for me, ever since many many moons ago I broke up with someone on Valentine's Day (granted I was 15, and that was the only time I could see that person not having my own car) I've been sort of cursed..... Anyhow it seems to me that there are very few people who can handle being alone. It seems to take twice, maybe three times as much strength as it did even to survive in an emotionally abusive marriage.... at least for me. I can only speak for me.

I'm not sure what you are doing for Black Tuesday (aka Valentine's Day) but I'd love to get a bunch of gals together to go out to get some decadent chocolate desserts -- preferrably at Cafe Dolce but the JH will do if that's closed .... just a random thought

Be well, take care, you are a strong woman and an inspiration.... ***hug***
-C

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