Jul 11, 2010 03:09
Morning kids, hope everyone is having a great weekend :)
Where do I begin about mine? Well ...Friday night would be a good start.
Priscilla's went off as always...Had some very good music feedback and am looking forward to adding even more music for next week.
Was great to see Danielle, Lex, Summa and the rest of the guys :) Thanks for visisting!
After Priscilla's I ended up at Market which is always a bad thing for me on a Friday night....after many shots and watermelon breezers,I was slightly more then tipsy.
The events led up to a few confrontations...and all I can say is that E.FUCKIN.K is one of the most rudest people I have ever come accross and the whatever respect I had left for him, went out the window that night. Not going in to details as to what happened...but don't fuck with me or worse...my friends.
Saturday afternoon after I woke up was horrid...for someone that has never had hangovers..getting used to them for the last year or so..is pretty hard. After lots of coffee, naps and junk food..I was ready to go and party with Jason and Co. for his birthday! (HAPPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!) We had dinner at Oriental Tea House...had drinks at Priscilla's and ended up at the Xchange.
Xchange was very quite but it was still good to see the shows, catch up with some friends and see people that I haven't for a while :) (Thanks for the drink Sanchez :P)
Then I saw my crush...I believe Cassandra's exact words were "OMG.....hell yeh..right now" or something along those lines...I walked up to him to say hello and from the moment I came in contact from the hug...it was like an lightning bolt hit me...i stopped breathing for a second and realised that it has been a very long time since my stomach has turned for anyone...in a good way..
Can someone say confused? I then stupidly decided on my way home that it was a good idea to msg him and advise him to read my blog.....No reply....I don't blame him and can someone say AWKWARD.
Is that doing something about it? Yes...I can officially say I have made it known to him about the way I feel...whether its the right way to do it or not...I don't know....But I do know that this will now open the doorway for my mind to be at peace...if he ignores this..and doesn't mention it...then I can rest easy knowing that he is not interested and we can be friends with my feelings set aside..However...if he responds with some sorta chance...all I know is that it could be the start of something AMAZING.
Thanks for reading folks....
Big kisses and goodnight.
xx