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the last three weeks have been a little insane.
choir tour was crazy.
california was fun but a bit crazy.
and this past week was even crazier than those first two.
reasons?
men.
i have concluded that my mind gets majorly befuddled when it comes to the opposite sex. This week i have had the shortest dating relationship ever. which makes it feel even sillier for me because it was my first dating relationship. i guess that's what happens with infatuations. i am very foolish, but the good thing is, we both realized how silly it was and didn't drag it out.
but what makes it even crazier was that it wasn't even the guy i like a week and a half ago.
so i must beg the question: how the heck does that work?
i liked this one guy nearly all semester, then all of a sudden another one comes into my life and magically i can switch affections?
i have no idea how that even happened and it's honestly quite scary to think that i can be so fickle.
i'm obviously not remotely mature enough to be dating anyone right now. and i'm mostly okay with that. at least now i know i'm not some decrepit misfit who couldn't ever get a boyfriend. not that i really thought i was, but going 21 years without dating anyone seems a little weird to me even though that is my life.
extreme emotions turn all my reason to a pile of mush.
that could be a problem.
good thing God is smarter than me.
choir tour was crazy.
california was fun but a bit crazy.
and this past week was even crazier than those first two.
reasons?
men.
i have concluded that my mind gets majorly befuddled when it comes to the opposite sex. This week i have had the shortest dating relationship ever. which makes it feel even sillier for me because it was my first dating relationship. i guess that's what happens with infatuations. i am very foolish, but the good thing is, we both realized how silly it was and didn't drag it out.
but what makes it even crazier was that it wasn't even the guy i like a week and a half ago.
so i must beg the question: how the heck does that work?
i liked this one guy nearly all semester, then all of a sudden another one comes into my life and magically i can switch affections?
i have no idea how that even happened and it's honestly quite scary to think that i can be so fickle.
i'm obviously not remotely mature enough to be dating anyone right now. and i'm mostly okay with that. at least now i know i'm not some decrepit misfit who couldn't ever get a boyfriend. not that i really thought i was, but going 21 years without dating anyone seems a little weird to me even though that is my life.
extreme emotions turn all my reason to a pile of mush.
that could be a problem.
good thing God is smarter than me.