god why me?
Why is it that almost every friend I make ends up screwing me over because of things I can't control? I’ve just lost a friend because I’m pregnant and put a pregnancy counter with a picture of a baby up on MY live journal! Jesus I better not put up the pictures of the scan or everyone might hate me! it all started when I was at a party with her and said "god I better go soon I have to go to mass tomorrow" and she erupted at me because I am actually pagan but I would like to raise my child catholic because for one I was raised catholic and when I came a certain age I was told either stay with this religion or find you own so I found my own and I turned out fine! reason number 2 when my fiancé converted to protestant he got bullied and beat up in school for being different and I knew a few people of different religions that got hard times off bullies for being different it even went as far as one had to leave school cause she nearly had a nervous breakdown. Reason 3 I believe if you give a child something solid to believe in with good morals they turn out stronger people in the end! I really don't see a problem with these being my personal views I have no problem with anybody having different views but I really don't like when they try to tell me my views are down right wrong and that is what that so called "friend" tried to do! And then she got upset when I defended my beliefs? Does anyone else see the problem here or what? Am I wrong in trying to give my child the best start in life!
She also accuses me of "rubbing her face" in my pregnancy for choosing to talk about it on my live journal excuse me but I really thought my live journal was my space not hers and that within reason I am allowed post my own personal thoughts and feelings about things that are going on in my life? somebody help I really can't deal anymore I’m already back in counselling because she made me feel so guilty when we found out I was expecting, she made me feel so guilty I seriously thought about trying to loose the baby! I had only just started to look forward to the baby and now she's trying to take that away too. HELP!!!!!!!!
She also accuses me of "rubbing her face" in my pregnancy for choosing to talk about it on my live journal excuse me but I really thought my live journal was my space not hers and that within reason I am allowed post my own personal thoughts and feelings about things that are going on in my life? somebody help I really can't deal anymore I’m already back in counselling because she made me feel so guilty when we found out I was expecting, she made me feel so guilty I seriously thought about trying to loose the baby! I had only just started to look forward to the baby and now she's trying to take that away too. HELP!!!!!!!!