Flirting Fun

Feb 10, 2003 19:01

Horoscope for Today:

"Your need to discuss the precautions about a relationship will fall on deaf ears. Your ability to figure out the best way to protect your own interests will be all you really have, no matter how many people you consult."

I feel like everyone around me, in some way or another, is happy about Dave being gone. They all say, "I wish you weren't so sad, but I think it's a good thing." For the most part they all said within the first sentence out of their mouth after I told them, "So, want me to set you up?" "How about a three-some?" "Are you going to pursue that cute guy...."

I just want one person to understand how deeply I feel for him. I want one person to be able to see the good in him.

Sure, I've done my share of complaining. But, I've also done my share of smiling and showing everyone how happy he makes me. Maybe it's because none of them really know Dave. He doesn't hang around with my friends, and when he does, he has a slightly distant, I'm better than them feel to him. But, he is a wonderful person! And I am in love with him.

And despite how much I miss him already, my flirty carefree self is already having a blast. Not that it's acting any different. I'm always flirty and carefree.

I was leaving Lisa's and some random half cute guys walks down the street. He looked young, so I thought I'd yell, "How old are you?" across the steet.

"18."

"Oh... so what's your name?"

"....name..."

"Well, what's up???"

"Nothin'..."

TRIP! He trips and hurrily walks away.

We started laughing so hard. It wasn't like I was interested, I just felt like flirting. Good, it was funny seeing him trip. We were so hot he couldn't take his eyes off us and he tripped. Must have been embarressing.

LOL!! Still makes me laugh.

Then I went over to Joe's to play some cribbage. That was fun, too. There is so much energy that runs between us. We were having a pillow fight and his brother closed the door on us. That was a tad embarressing, but whatever.

I don't want to be with anyone else other than Dave. But flirting is intoxicating. It makes me feel so good.

When Dave and I flirt... ohh... God! That has to make my heart beat 10xs faster. When we tickle each other, or shine his damn bright blue light in my eyes!! Then, esspecially, he'll smile for me, his true smile, and I melt.

His smile is so gorgeous!!

I really miss him. But, as long as I'm not listening to one of our songs or thinking about him being with someone else, I'm ok.

And I've been sleeping better, all tucked up in his sweatshirt with my Stich that smells like his cologne. Mmmm... Sweet dreams.
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