Still cryin'
I wish I could stop crying... but deep down I feel like something big is coming up. A big change, and I don't know what that is. But I scared of it.
I just want to hold him. Not let go.
He makes me so complete. Yeah... I know we have times where things aren't perfect, and we're not 100% happy. But... I can't explain how I feel about him, and I love you doesn't cover it. It's so much more.
I feel like I'm thinking about everything all wrong, and that I need to use this as a source to strengthen our relationship, not make myself miserable.
I fucking can't stop crying!!!!
And I don't want him with anyone else! I think that's the main thing... I don't feel like we're together if we're seeing other people.
I don't want to go out there and visit, and him having kissed someone else the night before.
I feel so weak. I feel like we just broke up. I feel like the best part of my life is about to slip through my fingers.
But... I could be totally completely wrong. This could be life changing in an extremely positive way. Because now it's my turn. It's my turn to make a dramastic move.
He's proved to me what he's willing to do, such as move out here to be closer to me. Now, I will be given the oppurtunity to show him what I'm willing to do.
Everything.
I just want to hold him. Not let go.
He makes me so complete. Yeah... I know we have times where things aren't perfect, and we're not 100% happy. But... I can't explain how I feel about him, and I love you doesn't cover it. It's so much more.
I feel like I'm thinking about everything all wrong, and that I need to use this as a source to strengthen our relationship, not make myself miserable.
I fucking can't stop crying!!!!
And I don't want him with anyone else! I think that's the main thing... I don't feel like we're together if we're seeing other people.
I don't want to go out there and visit, and him having kissed someone else the night before.
I feel so weak. I feel like we just broke up. I feel like the best part of my life is about to slip through my fingers.
But... I could be totally completely wrong. This could be life changing in an extremely positive way. Because now it's my turn. It's my turn to make a dramastic move.
He's proved to me what he's willing to do, such as move out here to be closer to me. Now, I will be given the oppurtunity to show him what I'm willing to do.
Everything.