Peach Fuzz has a New Hair Cut
I saw Peach Fuzz today. It was only for about 2 seconds as he drove past me, but God he looked good! He has a new hair cut, shaggy and long. Like a little boy, almost. You know, where it's about ear length all the way around, including bangs. Awe! Mmmm... ok. Different topic. You know, I love long hair on guys. Not long long hair, but, when it's long for guys, I love that! I love the day Dave goes and gets his hair cut because for the first part of the day it's long and sexy, and after it's cut, it's all smooth and soft.
I feel so much better about everything. I told him the basic emotions I was feeling, and even at one point started to cry a little. We spent most of Monday and Tuesday together. It's so odd, most couples the more time they spend together the more they fight. With Dave, the more we're apart, the worse our relationship is.
Anyway, at first it was quite weird. I was being distant. He could tell. But slowly I started to warm up. He was being my Dave, the Dave I fell in love with. He was happy being with me. :o) And, I brightened up. I love him so much.
He may leave, but I always knew he would. I'm going to marry him someday, so I need to hold on, be strong. This will work.
Sure, right now we're at two different parts in our lives and the road may be bumpy, and may even go in different directions for awhile, we'll be together in the end.
... it just comes down to... I want to be his only girl forever. I don't want him to ever be with anyone else. But, that's not what I should be worried about. Sex isn't making love. There is a difference. I don't want him to love anyone else than me. I know first hand sex doesn't have to mean anything.
I feel so much better about everything. I told him the basic emotions I was feeling, and even at one point started to cry a little. We spent most of Monday and Tuesday together. It's so odd, most couples the more time they spend together the more they fight. With Dave, the more we're apart, the worse our relationship is.
Anyway, at first it was quite weird. I was being distant. He could tell. But slowly I started to warm up. He was being my Dave, the Dave I fell in love with. He was happy being with me. :o) And, I brightened up. I love him so much.
He may leave, but I always knew he would. I'm going to marry him someday, so I need to hold on, be strong. This will work.
Sure, right now we're at two different parts in our lives and the road may be bumpy, and may even go in different directions for awhile, we'll be together in the end.
... it just comes down to... I want to be his only girl forever. I don't want him to ever be with anyone else. But, that's not what I should be worried about. Sex isn't making love. There is a difference. I don't want him to love anyone else than me. I know first hand sex doesn't have to mean anything.