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Just random thoughts today. I think my brain exploded when I woke up... X.x
For once in a very very long time, I ate a whole pint of ice cream. Now I aint one of those typical girls who do it cause they're depressed. I just like ice cream. At most I only eat half a pint.... But this was too good and next thing I know, it's all gone. I'm talking about B&J's Strawberry Cheesecake... =D
Caught up on my tv shows yay. Loved Lost. Eko is now one of my top 3 fave charas with Sawyer and Charlie just ahead. Smallville was nice. Some good elements there yay. And BSG... Dangit Pip! Why aren't you online so we can talk and such! XD
So for the next six months i must not get sick/hurt in anyway as I currently don't have the insurance to pay for going to the hospital. *crosses fingers*
My paranoia flared today at the oddest time. *shrug* If I can get through this week I shall be very happy.
>_> If 彼* stopped calling every single damned day, maybe I'd finally call back. Petty of me yes. Definitely something of me I should change.
I feel sorry for my niece. Her parents are really fucked up. I wish my brother would just get his act together and leave the bitch. And I wish I had more compassion/love for my niece as it's not her fault that I despise her mother so much. If she was taken away by the State and we never saw her again, I wouldn't flinch. If that had happened to my nephew, I'dve fought for him.
Speaking of my nephew, I'm worried he'll grow into his father. (Same one as above) Watching stupid comedies, dressing ghetto, and playing GTA all day is not productive for a 12 year old. What did I do at 12? Write stories. Draw comics. READ 24/7. I wanna be a good role model for him but if I only get to see him once ever month or two, what's the good in that? I don't want him here if it's his only way to be pampered/slack off. *sigh*
I hate having responsibility. I'm spoiled and I know but I just hate it online/offline. But I love to be depended on. XD
And last thought of the evening? I need to get out more or fear that I'll become as pale as Snape. *_*
For once in a very very long time, I ate a whole pint of ice cream. Now I aint one of those typical girls who do it cause they're depressed. I just like ice cream. At most I only eat half a pint.... But this was too good and next thing I know, it's all gone. I'm talking about B&J's Strawberry Cheesecake... =D
Caught up on my tv shows yay. Loved Lost. Eko is now one of my top 3 fave charas with Sawyer and Charlie just ahead. Smallville was nice. Some good elements there yay. And BSG... Dangit Pip! Why aren't you online so we can talk and such! XD
So for the next six months i must not get sick/hurt in anyway as I currently don't have the insurance to pay for going to the hospital. *crosses fingers*
My paranoia flared today at the oddest time. *shrug* If I can get through this week I shall be very happy.
>_> If 彼* stopped calling every single damned day, maybe I'd finally call back. Petty of me yes. Definitely something of me I should change.
I feel sorry for my niece. Her parents are really fucked up. I wish my brother would just get his act together and leave the bitch. And I wish I had more compassion/love for my niece as it's not her fault that I despise her mother so much. If she was taken away by the State and we never saw her again, I wouldn't flinch. If that had happened to my nephew, I'dve fought for him.
Speaking of my nephew, I'm worried he'll grow into his father. (Same one as above) Watching stupid comedies, dressing ghetto, and playing GTA all day is not productive for a 12 year old. What did I do at 12? Write stories. Draw comics. READ 24/7. I wanna be a good role model for him but if I only get to see him once ever month or two, what's the good in that? I don't want him here if it's his only way to be pampered/slack off. *sigh*
I hate having responsibility. I'm spoiled and I know but I just hate it online/offline. But I love to be depended on. XD
And last thought of the evening? I need to get out more or fear that I'll become as pale as Snape. *_*