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I'm so, so tired of trying. I post this here because I know that if I post on my xanga, it will be overlooked. So why bother?
I'm tired of being the brunt of jokes, I'm tired of making witty jokes that fall flat on their face, when a simple "...you're a FAG", coming from anyone else, will send them into raucous laughter. I'm tired of people thinking they can push me around--raising their voices (and chairs) to me when they think I won't punch them in their bloody face.
I'm this | | close to showing the hurt and anger that flickers up in me every time they belittle me. At least on my blogs I find people with the same sort of humor as I have.
Not to mention, they're always talking about how they're bored on the weekends...the fucking phone never rings once for me. I'm just about tired of sitting around and waiting.
Why bother, right?
I'm tired of being the brunt of jokes, I'm tired of making witty jokes that fall flat on their face, when a simple "...you're a FAG", coming from anyone else, will send them into raucous laughter. I'm tired of people thinking they can push me around--raising their voices (and chairs) to me when they think I won't punch them in their bloody face.
I'm this | | close to showing the hurt and anger that flickers up in me every time they belittle me. At least on my blogs I find people with the same sort of humor as I have.
Not to mention, they're always talking about how they're bored on the weekends...the fucking phone never rings once for me. I'm just about tired of sitting around and waiting.
Why bother, right?