can we say drama?
So in the past 24 hours...there has been an ungodly amount of drama. Jen kinda fucked me over the other night...left me somewhere, and chose a guy over me...so I had told her to go to hell - I'd rather have no friends than friends like that. I need to be able to trust and rely on my friends - I can't do either with her. So I told her to fuck off.
Well she was none too happy about all that. Got all riled up. To make a very long story kinda not so long...we got into again yesterday at work. And she began to threaten Bobby and my relationship. Saying that I needed to quit talking shit if I valued it. Less than 5 mins later, as soon as Bobby walks into OG...she goes up to him "You know your girl's been cheating on you yada yada" and just starts spewing bullshit.
So he tells me, plus about 10 other people - and I start freaking out of course. I wanna kill the bitch..and I was worried about my relationship. Heh, and Bobby didnt help matters. He said not to worry, that he believed me - and then for all of last night he dropped off the face of the earth. Didn't call me, didnt answer MY phone calls...ugh. Everythings OK now, as far as I know. He said he believes me...I mean Jen doesn't exactly have a good rep. Shes known for being immature, a liar, a whore and countless other things. No one really likes her at work. But yah, I do believe Bobby and I are OK now...I'm still worried but hes told me everythings OK and we just talked for like 30 mins considering he didnt get home till 11...and then has to be back to work all day tomm at 8. So...no hanging out tonight.
Jen though, I do not know what to do about her. Today she was all buddy buddy...apologizing, being super nice, following me around like a fuckin puppy dog. I'm sorry..but you dont do something like that and then want to be friends. Fuck with me...but do not fuck with my relationship. Heh, this whole thing hit me like a mack truck. Made me realize how much I care about Bobby - how much I really do not want to lose him. Made me kinda wonder...if i'm starting to fall? Heh, but if I'm falling...why does it feel so much like floating? I don't know. It's just been an emotional rollercoaster. One end of the spectrum to the next...all with a kiss. I don't know, he's a pain in my ass but I freakin love it. Heh, and in the process of all this BS, I got a lot of really positive feedback from people. Telling me how honestly he "Adores me"..how they've never seen him fall so hard for someone before...how since the moment he saw me..at orientation..hes been all about me...how he says all these cute thing. I don't know. It makes me happy =D
I dont know. I'm just teetering on the edge of being insanely happy...b/c I have one of the most awesome guys out there as my boyfriend. I'm just still a bit too scared to let myself fall into the "insanely happy" category.
Ugh and god he's hot. I drool when I see him I swear to god. Wow. I have got to get a picture of him up here for you people. And his smile...hehe so fuckin cocky. Its the mischevious little boy smile...hehe, makes me wonder whether I should smack him..or kiss him. Argh.
Guys I think its a definite. I don't want to admit it. But I'm falling fast. and hard. Part of me wants to, Part of me is scared as shit to, but all of me knows its inevitable. Here's to hoping theres a giant pillow at the bottom. Or maybe a trampoline. Cuz the bottom hurts =\
Well she was none too happy about all that. Got all riled up. To make a very long story kinda not so long...we got into again yesterday at work. And she began to threaten Bobby and my relationship. Saying that I needed to quit talking shit if I valued it. Less than 5 mins later, as soon as Bobby walks into OG...she goes up to him "You know your girl's been cheating on you yada yada" and just starts spewing bullshit.
So he tells me, plus about 10 other people - and I start freaking out of course. I wanna kill the bitch..and I was worried about my relationship. Heh, and Bobby didnt help matters. He said not to worry, that he believed me - and then for all of last night he dropped off the face of the earth. Didn't call me, didnt answer MY phone calls...ugh. Everythings OK now, as far as I know. He said he believes me...I mean Jen doesn't exactly have a good rep. Shes known for being immature, a liar, a whore and countless other things. No one really likes her at work. But yah, I do believe Bobby and I are OK now...I'm still worried but hes told me everythings OK and we just talked for like 30 mins considering he didnt get home till 11...and then has to be back to work all day tomm at 8. So...no hanging out tonight.
Jen though, I do not know what to do about her. Today she was all buddy buddy...apologizing, being super nice, following me around like a fuckin puppy dog. I'm sorry..but you dont do something like that and then want to be friends. Fuck with me...but do not fuck with my relationship. Heh, this whole thing hit me like a mack truck. Made me realize how much I care about Bobby - how much I really do not want to lose him. Made me kinda wonder...if i'm starting to fall? Heh, but if I'm falling...why does it feel so much like floating? I don't know. It's just been an emotional rollercoaster. One end of the spectrum to the next...all with a kiss. I don't know, he's a pain in my ass but I freakin love it. Heh, and in the process of all this BS, I got a lot of really positive feedback from people. Telling me how honestly he "Adores me"..how they've never seen him fall so hard for someone before...how since the moment he saw me..at orientation..hes been all about me...how he says all these cute thing. I don't know. It makes me happy =D
I dont know. I'm just teetering on the edge of being insanely happy...b/c I have one of the most awesome guys out there as my boyfriend. I'm just still a bit too scared to let myself fall into the "insanely happy" category.
Ugh and god he's hot. I drool when I see him I swear to god. Wow. I have got to get a picture of him up here for you people. And his smile...hehe so fuckin cocky. Its the mischevious little boy smile...hehe, makes me wonder whether I should smack him..or kiss him. Argh.
Guys I think its a definite. I don't want to admit it. But I'm falling fast. and hard. Part of me wants to, Part of me is scared as shit to, but all of me knows its inevitable. Here's to hoping theres a giant pillow at the bottom. Or maybe a trampoline. Cuz the bottom hurts =\