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OK so...my boyfriend really isnt very funny.
I don't trust him...I'm insecure as fuck all...and he knows this. And he loves to fuck with me about it. Loves to just kinda emphasize it. Get a reaction outta me. I called him just now, and hes all "oh we're just getting to Rachels. Yah the strip club. Some of AJ's friends thought we should come up here after work for a couple drinks. I dunno it might be late when I get outta here. What you think I'm kidding? I'm being serious...AJ hadnt seem em in a while and blah blah blah" Its almost kinda mean....
I don't know. I want to trust him. For my own mental well being I NEED to trust him. He just kinda needs to help me out there. And if he cant handle that...maybe hes just not right for me...
BTW. Today is 1 month.
And yes...I'm still PMSing.
I don't trust him...I'm insecure as fuck all...and he knows this. And he loves to fuck with me about it. Loves to just kinda emphasize it. Get a reaction outta me. I called him just now, and hes all "oh we're just getting to Rachels. Yah the strip club. Some of AJ's friends thought we should come up here after work for a couple drinks. I dunno it might be late when I get outta here. What you think I'm kidding? I'm being serious...AJ hadnt seem em in a while and blah blah blah" Its almost kinda mean....
I don't know. I want to trust him. For my own mental well being I NEED to trust him. He just kinda needs to help me out there. And if he cant handle that...maybe hes just not right for me...
BTW. Today is 1 month.
And yes...I'm still PMSing.