Today the Zen Calendar says...

"An evening shower.
The ants are running down the bamboos."

~The Great Joso

i hate hate hate hate my period. i'm serious. it makes me so tired and gives me a headache and just makes me unbearable. and emotional! god damn it. my family is finally, once and for all, never turning back, leaving erie a week from today. can you believe it? almost every night til then someone is throwing them a goodbye party. makes me get all ( Read more... )

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so this morning I had to wake up at 4 to sign Mrs. Kalinski out (no big deal, but...) i was so groggy that i locked myself out! and then I was waiting downstairs for a half hour for the RA on duty to come down to unlock my door as i'm standing there in my robe coughing my lungs out and having to pee. (this isn't anyone's fault but my own, but it ( Read more... )

first of all: (the downer) it was the first day on the boat. long story short-- not paid enough for this, boat is still really cool though, i think i caught pneumonia, i'm freezing, tired, and covered with any number of liquids ( Read more... )

GOD. my parents make me so mad. what the fuck do they want me to say? why do you ask questions that have no answers? why can't everyone just accept things and MOVE ON ( Read more... )

i just got back from a really great rehearsal for this short play i'm doing and let me just TELL YOU about this fantabulous apartment. i'm in awe and everyone must hear ( Read more... )

What a great way to celebrate Mardi Gras! Getting drunk in a decadent town house for Jessica Bay's birthday, getting dressed in decadent clothing, eating lots of decadent food and desserts, talking about sex and dating....all on a Tuesday night! Yeah, Mardi gras. Yeah, Jessica Bay ( Read more... )

so, turns out fate has a way of turning bad moods on their heads. well i wasn't really in a bad mood, i just got with a "it's going to be an awful day" attitude. and then, despite all my troubles to make it that way, things actually turned out well ( Read more... )

Well. Day One of the new year. Has started off great so far. Spent the morning at Jordan's, chilled (meaning, relaxed, not was cold), was sleepy, played with Cleo, borrowed some cd's for my ipod, came home, have been playing with my ipod ever since (god i love this thing)...that's what i'm waiting for now- songs to update ( Read more... )