May 19, 2010 15:28
Maybe it's because I am too lazy to start up a new one. Maybe it's because this one is already paid for.
I didn't think that it would be appropiate to use this one again, but now I think it doesn't matter. I'll just make a few changes.
I've been posting often in my extradimension community. But I now feel a desire to write about my personal life again. In spite of jealous miserable people using psychotronics on me to try and stunt my creativity and productivity. Misery loves company, I guess.
My life in Salt Lake has been ok. There have been many pleasant surprises about this town and the state of Utah. But I haven't been living my life the way that I should.
Quite frankly, what I do isn't working.
Salt Lake turns out to be one hell of a drinking town, probably because of all the religious repression of the past. Everyone here is so proud to get their drink on.
There are at least nine or ten microbreweries in this city and surrounding area and the beer is damn good. And unfortunately as well as fortunate, I have become friends with many of the proprietors and brewers.
This can make for a rough existence when it is in your face everyday, discounted or free.
Anyway I need to change a few things. A lot has happened to me since the days of me using this journal with frequency.
I really miss writing. I really miss being creative. I miss soul searching and spiritual development. I miss my explorations. I miss my art.
There has been a lot of opposition to me being myself. I need to change that. I'm coming back.