Mar 21, 2005 15:28
Mo. She wrote something. Incredible. It really got to me this time. Have I really been pissed for nothing? Well I haven't been pissed for nothing I suppose. but its pretty insignificant don't you think.
my feelings:
hate. love. caring. friend. love. beauty. sincerity. truth. lies. remorse. regret. anger. happiness. guilt. but most of all. I felt alive.
I miss that feeling more than anything. I've let this problem consume my life. mistake. take a word of advice. don't let something consume your life. make you cry. make you want to die. and what not. just appreciate you got to grow from that experience then grow up and be mature and forgive.
I think I'll finally forgive you. but I want to tell you myself. not have it in a journal. so if someone tells you i want this. believe it and come back. i just want to tell you that and im sorry. then you can be done with me.
Mo. I don't wnat you to feel the pain either.