long time gone
Ella - (greek) beautiful and fanciful.
recently read my teachers baby book. looked up my name. saw that.. how wrong could that be? I couldn't think of anything further from the truth. at least i don't think.
but i don't care about that. I am happy. this is a first in a while. I needed to get out and just have fun. go a little wild for a while and then come back to normal. who knows when this 'high' will pass but i hope its not for a while. a loong while. Its nice to be able to just go to school and just be happy. i mean i know im happy because my mind was really wandering today instead of focusing on anything but my life. lol. sounds crazy i know. but its true.
I think I'm gonna finally move on from 'him' no sense in wasting any more time...
Because of you.. I never stray to far from the sidewalk.
Because of You.. I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt.
Because of you.. I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me..
I'm tired of the damn late nights with your fucking face rolling in my head like the damn credits at the end of a movie. I'm tired of your damn name being played in my head like a broken record. I can't deal with it anymore. so please leave me alone.
recently read my teachers baby book. looked up my name. saw that.. how wrong could that be? I couldn't think of anything further from the truth. at least i don't think.
but i don't care about that. I am happy. this is a first in a while. I needed to get out and just have fun. go a little wild for a while and then come back to normal. who knows when this 'high' will pass but i hope its not for a while. a loong while. Its nice to be able to just go to school and just be happy. i mean i know im happy because my mind was really wandering today instead of focusing on anything but my life. lol. sounds crazy i know. but its true.
I think I'm gonna finally move on from 'him' no sense in wasting any more time...
Because of you.. I never stray to far from the sidewalk.
Because of You.. I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt.
Because of you.. I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me..
I'm tired of the damn late nights with your fucking face rolling in my head like the damn credits at the end of a movie. I'm tired of your damn name being played in my head like a broken record. I can't deal with it anymore. so please leave me alone.