Jan 17, 2009 15:36
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people:
1. I love you to death, you are my best friend, but you just don't get it and it's not fair that that makes you angry.
2. You're a very good friend, lots of love, but you have a habit of making my feelings feel inadequate.
3. You've had a hard time of it, I don't know all you've been through, but even with all that shit, you always understand me, and that's why you're my Wifey-to-be.
4. Sex is fun, you know you missed it, pull your head out of your ass.
5. I'm really not that into you. I'm sorry, I know you have grown a little attached, but I don't share in those feelings...whatever they are.
6. I kind of really want to fuck you, but I'm glad you're happy with your girlfriend and I don't have a thing for you anymore.
7. You broke me. You took this little piece that a kept away, and you stomped on it. And just when I'd picked the pieces up, had the glue drying, you knocked them off their perch just to be stepped on again.
8. Make up your fucking mind.
9. Think of other people baby. You're a pretty girl, but you won't always get by on that.
10. I don't actually miss you that much.
Nine things about yourself:
1. I sing and write music and can't think of doing anything else, because I truly belief nothing will ever touch the feelings I get when doing those two things.
2. I was born in New Jersey, and I identify with that greatly.
3. I'm Irish, and I'm prideful.
4. I have the best friends ever I think.
5. I don't understand what people see in me that makes them wanna keep me around.
6. My mother is an emotionally abusive woman that I don't think I could live without.
7. My feelings never feel enough.
8. I kingdom for a place of my own, and when I get it, I will hide.
9. I say yes too much, and try too hard to live for other people.
Eight of your favorite bands/people:
1. Third Eye Blind
2. Panic at the Disco
3. My Chemical Romance
4. Sigur Ros
5. A lot of jazz but it's too much to put here.
6. Augustana
7. Sarah McLachlan
8. Danielle Nations
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Why don't I practice more?
2. Can I just sleep?
3. I should be working now.
4. I wanna do that, how will I afford it?
5. I don't need sleep.
6. Sex would be nice.
7. Why doesn't he want me?
Six things you wish you never did:
1. Let myself fall.
2. Failed to practice.
3. Didn't try harder.
4. Didn't fuck him.
5. Stopped hoping.
6. Stopped letting myself have what I want.
Five of your favorite websites:
1. Facebook.
2. Livejournal
3. Youtube.
4. Wikipedia.
5. Twitter.
Four movies you love:
1. Cruel Intentions
2. White Oleander
3. Across the Universe
4. Rent
Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Live in Manhattan.
2. Write something truly meaningful.
3. Let myself fall, without being caught, but have someone to fall with me.
Two smiles that describe you:
1. ;)
2. =P
One thing you never want to loose:
1. My sight (in the metaphorical sense)/my hearing.
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