Blargh.
I'm frickin' exhausted. I'm just spent. I've already taken 3 ibuprofen today for various aches and pains I can only assume are associated with grieving for Ayesha. And I have to serve dinner and do a show tonight too.... this week feels like the week that will never end.
I really just want to feel caught up. And I just don't think it's going to happen until January.
Change is happening everywhere in my life right now... and I feel like I'm barely treading water. And while some of these change (well most of them) are good changes.... it's just plain tiring. I want to sleep and not feel stressed out, emotionally stretched and/or pressured to deliver on anything right now.
Just wanted to get that out in writing. Maybe it'll ease up in my mind now.
I really just want to feel caught up. And I just don't think it's going to happen until January.
Change is happening everywhere in my life right now... and I feel like I'm barely treading water. And while some of these change (well most of them) are good changes.... it's just plain tiring. I want to sleep and not feel stressed out, emotionally stretched and/or pressured to deliver on anything right now.
Just wanted to get that out in writing. Maybe it'll ease up in my mind now.