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Apr 10, 2005 19:34

say something. anything. please. because you know where i stand. and you shouldnt have said that knowing what you know.

in other news...i did a lot of thinking during work today. here are my conclusions.

1)the school can go fuck themselves. ill be absent when i want to and thats the end of it. they wont withhold my credit. so there.

2)im not dicking around anymore. im a good woman. good woman are hard to come by. if all you can see is my big tits, you arent the right guy for me. so dont hit on me unless it involves dinner or coffee or a movie or anything that doesnt involve you trying to get into my pants. but at the same time...

3)i dont want to fall in love. im leaving soon. i want to have fun...live out a few last wishes before i go to college. but i DO want to...FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME IN MY HIGHSCHOOL CAREER YOU FUCKERS be able to kiss someone in the hallways. and have someone to go to when i need a kiss to make me feel better. and, of course, the big one...how i take my coffee. thats the indicator kids. a good relationship is when you know how i take my starbucks. so learn it. and bring me coffee.

4)why would someone say things they obviously dont mean to fuck with peoples heads? i dont understand that.

5)im so happy ana found her phantom.

6)i dont want him anymore. he can walk into a room without me immediatly wanting to push him up against a wall and makeout with him. this unusual phenomenon is quite possibly due to the fact that hes fucking a sophmore, but i dont care. i dont care why. this is a good sign, for those of you keeping track. my heart is up for sale...i leave you with it. and this...

never thought id be this brave
but time is running
short
of
breathe as you walk by.
sing to me, smile, goodbye.
you hadme in silence.
hellow is just a greeting
and you eyes do all your talking
but i wish they'd speak louder.
yell I HATE YOU
or words to that effect.
passion is a womans pawn
be it love or hate
to bend and break and man
is a wise womans perogative
and a wise womans,
a good woman
like this woman is hard to find.
and i never thought id be this brave
but it seemed okay at the time.
a speaker blares at a stop light
at killian and something
and it made me laugh...
because of you.
this beautiful woman, sitting
soaking,
smiling insanely to that speaker
screaming...
my hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me.
so wont you kill me,
so i die happy.
my heart is yours
to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelry,
whichever you prefer.

...and it was all so underwhelming.
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