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[divame44]

BS4 WAS AWESOME! by far the best one yet, and im not just saying that. i mean, it was still a HS production, but it was waaaaay better! yay!

its about one moment
the moment you think
you know where you stand.
in that one moment
the things that youre sure of
slip from your hands.
and youve got one second,
to try to be clear
to try to stand tall
but nothings the same.
and your suddenly a stranger.
theres no explaining where you stand.
and you didnt know
that you sometimes have to go
round an unexpected bend.
then the road will lend
to a new world.

for so many reasons. i have to be clear. i cant back down. in the past couple of weeks, one moment has changed everything. last night i had more than one. and i cant lie when i try and figure them all out this week. i have to be honest. and im not sure i want to do that. but i wasnt sure at 7:29 that this show was gunna happen, but it was great. and i wasnt sure i had the balls to do what i did, and im still not sure if it was the right thing to do (im sorry if it wasnt...impluse man lol) but it made me happy to do what i wanted.

i****edaboy.

and now to make my day go from great the meh, i have to go to work!