So yeah.. curiosity totally just mangled the fucking cat.

Asked him about a song. Got the exact answer I didn't want.

Cross that song off the list of songs I want to listen to.

Fuck. Why am I so stupid that I'm so in love with the guy?

Fuck.

I'm going to get so hurt. I'm so fucking stupid.

( my dilemma )

( what's behind the cut? )

I dunno.. I am feeling the need to write again. I guess it's when my emotions are totally out of control that I feel the need to write more ( Read more... )

( More of my life that needs to be a damn movie )

I'm sitting here at work. Reflecting on a lot of things. Most of it is too cloudy to share right now because they're just lots of feelings and emotions ( Read more... )

( just more stuff )

Can't get this shit off my mind... and since this is my journal, I'm going to write about it ( Read more... )

( Scot )