hooray birthday!
Yay! I actually survived my 21st year of life... Damn. I was so sure I was going to be dead by now either from alcohol poisoning or some other absurd death probably related to drinking to much...
But, I owe that to having really awesome friends who keep a pretty damn good eye on me. Granted, most of the eyes are directed at my chest but they appreciate the view enough to keep the rest of me around : D
It has been a very strange year I must say. I hate to admit even life altering. Damn it I'm a cliche.. Fuck, I hate when that happens. I've definitely had a very happy year especially the second half of it. My perspective on life has fluctuated quite a bit, but I'm bordering much more on the "optimistic life ain't so bad and I don't completely suck" side nowadays which is a nice change of pace. I owe that to a few key people that hold a special place in my heart.
There have been a lot of changes this year. The major one being the fact that I moved out, finally. It was a sucky way of going and it cost me a semester at school but things are much better for me now and I was even able to take a class this summer to make for a bit of lost time. I love coming home to place where I'm comfortable and happy to see the people that I'm living with. Even though I bitch about the mess even when it's my own and I mutter and complain I'm still wicked happy there. I just like to bitch! It's been a valuable thing to know that I have really good friends that are willing to drop everything that's going on in their own lives just to have my back and know that I'm ok. Thank you Leon and Patrick. I really do owe you a lot even though I bitch at ya. ^_~
I finally had my dream birthday party, thanks to Chip. I got to get shot at! yaay! It was the best thing ever! I'm so hooked on paintball now! Andy and I are so going to kick ass someday! ^_^
I've wanted a paintball party since I was sixteen and I finally got it after all the promises that's been broken by several different people. I finally found someone that can actually keep promises. I'm so lucky! The bruises look so awesome. I just regret not having a camera to take pictures of everyone,especially doug and his "hickies." I'm not much of a camera whore so I never think of using it. Maybe I can remember to take pictures at the bash at Mike's house on Saturday. That party is so going to kick ass!
So my last major milestone is far behind me and I made it longer that I ever thought possible. Now let's see if I can make it to 30! *shudder*
But, I owe that to having really awesome friends who keep a pretty damn good eye on me. Granted, most of the eyes are directed at my chest but they appreciate the view enough to keep the rest of me around : D
It has been a very strange year I must say. I hate to admit even life altering. Damn it I'm a cliche.. Fuck, I hate when that happens. I've definitely had a very happy year especially the second half of it. My perspective on life has fluctuated quite a bit, but I'm bordering much more on the "optimistic life ain't so bad and I don't completely suck" side nowadays which is a nice change of pace. I owe that to a few key people that hold a special place in my heart.
There have been a lot of changes this year. The major one being the fact that I moved out, finally. It was a sucky way of going and it cost me a semester at school but things are much better for me now and I was even able to take a class this summer to make for a bit of lost time. I love coming home to place where I'm comfortable and happy to see the people that I'm living with. Even though I bitch about the mess even when it's my own and I mutter and complain I'm still wicked happy there. I just like to bitch! It's been a valuable thing to know that I have really good friends that are willing to drop everything that's going on in their own lives just to have my back and know that I'm ok. Thank you Leon and Patrick. I really do owe you a lot even though I bitch at ya. ^_~
I finally had my dream birthday party, thanks to Chip. I got to get shot at! yaay! It was the best thing ever! I'm so hooked on paintball now! Andy and I are so going to kick ass someday! ^_^
I've wanted a paintball party since I was sixteen and I finally got it after all the promises that's been broken by several different people. I finally found someone that can actually keep promises. I'm so lucky! The bruises look so awesome. I just regret not having a camera to take pictures of everyone,especially doug and his "hickies." I'm not much of a camera whore so I never think of using it. Maybe I can remember to take pictures at the bash at Mike's house on Saturday. That party is so going to kick ass!
So my last major milestone is far behind me and I made it longer that I ever thought possible. Now let's see if I can make it to 30! *shudder*