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[disturbedraven]

I just love spam, big boys behind generic aliases makes me giggle like a little school girl. It's too bad that nobody has the balls to say who they are, or their concern. At least the message got across, and the person from Ironton whose message I found sexually harrassing should be aware that Adelphia is monitoring their internet activity for terrorist activity (love working alongside all internet service providers >_<) As for the relationship with Maria, after our final conversation over the phone earlier, I believe we've fully parted ways. I guess her life does not need me in it, and maybe the same for my life. It's a shame that she and I couldn't go through with things, 2 years of love and fun are not to an end, however new beginnings are to take place. To her new partner I bid thee a happy time, take good care of her now. I've died tonight, perished for the final time. The love I gave with outstretched arms wasn't enough and therefore will never be. In due time will the severed heart renew it's faith in another person, and then can I say will I be happy again. Everyone deserves happines, even the possibly gay fellow that had to speak dirty talk in the deleted post. Other than the explicit content that isn't for everyone's eyes here, I think I can rest better than previous nights, a tear shed for my losses.

Killswitch Engage - The End of Heartache
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings relief, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you
Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart