a well needed update.
In my new apartment, have been for more than a month now.
working for Apple. Yeah, tell me about it.
Ronald is still in CT, and more than ever i am missing him. I have beent thinking about places for my wedding/ceremony, and it gets me more frustrated that he isnt up here yet. I have to start planning now, even though i am working close to 45 hours a week.
I have just been thinking a lot about beverly. The friends I have had, and all of those moments i could never douplicate. Where is everyone now? why are things so different? I am happy- but there are different people I share my happiness with.
I still believe that if I were to run into my 16 year old self, she would kick my ass. I am sometimes angry that i didnt take full advantage of things when i was younger. I am cynical of kids that age now, because they think they know everything, and dont care. I wish i still felt that way.
now 9 hours of work everyday helping people, days off are spent lounging whenever possible on my front porch...... why cant time just stop for a while?
Luckily Summer nights have not dissapeared from me.
working for Apple. Yeah, tell me about it.
Ronald is still in CT, and more than ever i am missing him. I have beent thinking about places for my wedding/ceremony, and it gets me more frustrated that he isnt up here yet. I have to start planning now, even though i am working close to 45 hours a week.
I have just been thinking a lot about beverly. The friends I have had, and all of those moments i could never douplicate. Where is everyone now? why are things so different? I am happy- but there are different people I share my happiness with.
I still believe that if I were to run into my 16 year old self, she would kick my ass. I am sometimes angry that i didnt take full advantage of things when i was younger. I am cynical of kids that age now, because they think they know everything, and dont care. I wish i still felt that way.
now 9 hours of work everyday helping people, days off are spent lounging whenever possible on my front porch...... why cant time just stop for a while?
Luckily Summer nights have not dissapeared from me.