May 14, 2007 16:26
sucks. yeah, i'd pretty much rather be rip van winkle, at least he had 20 years of peace and quiet and good old r&r. i wanna lay down and never wake up. my friends all stab me in the back, my classes all suck. i do well, don't get me wrong, they just are so boring and i don't feel in the least enlightened when i leave. why go to class if i don't come out knowing something i didn't when i enterred? i feel so bored and nothing i do is making me better at anything. its my fault for not applying for more difficult classes, i know, but i hate it. i feel powerless. i'm so physically tired, everytime i usually use for extra reading i spend laying in bed, waiting to sleep. maybe things will improve with summer coming closer. yeah. good talk. i'm gonna peace out for my early evening nap. ciao, liv