Beware...Personal, Turn Back Now
i probably haven't told any of you this, not even my boo that my biological dad has attempted twice to spend time with me over the past month. however, i did not give him the time of day and sent him back to florida where he lives. after the last incident when i stayed with him, he will not easily gain my respect and my trust. he has a lot to learn about being a father figure. he needs to grow up himself and realize that he has hurt me deeply in the past. these feelings will not easily go away. the scars are residual, but still deep, even after years of counseling.
i am in a good point in my life, job, money, my baby boo, a loving family and i still have aspirations of college next year. also, i might be seeing my baby boo for thanksgiving. sweet deal i'd say.
the red sox won the world series. i ransacked my own house last night jumping on the furniture, pumping my fist and hugging every warm blooded thing in sight, including the cat (which wasn't particularly pleasant). i'm so stoked!! my brother has to deal with all the madness up there though. i bet he's one of the few tipping cars. go cam! on that note, i miss my brothers and sister. i can't wait until thanksgiving when they all congregate down south for some good ole southern cooking. i can't wait to push derrick's face in the mud!!
on a more personal level, i had a wet dream last night. i don't remember the last time i had one of those, but i don't even remember the dream. whacked! i know, too much information, but the title warned you.
peace. t^b
i am in a good point in my life, job, money, my baby boo, a loving family and i still have aspirations of college next year. also, i might be seeing my baby boo for thanksgiving. sweet deal i'd say.
the red sox won the world series. i ransacked my own house last night jumping on the furniture, pumping my fist and hugging every warm blooded thing in sight, including the cat (which wasn't particularly pleasant). i'm so stoked!! my brother has to deal with all the madness up there though. i bet he's one of the few tipping cars. go cam! on that note, i miss my brothers and sister. i can't wait until thanksgiving when they all congregate down south for some good ole southern cooking. i can't wait to push derrick's face in the mud!!
on a more personal level, i had a wet dream last night. i don't remember the last time i had one of those, but i don't even remember the dream. whacked! i know, too much information, but the title warned you.
peace. t^b