Fit Right In or Odd Man Out?

Dec 19, 2005 18:05

Nice weekend... great times with parties, people and editing. Oh, and I put up my Christmas tree after I got home from work today! It looks cute, though slightly homely, haha ( Read more... )

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sweetbuni December 20 2005, 00:50:00 UTC
Thats how it is with the people around here in CT at school and at home. If it makes you feel any better - the reason why no one has really met any of these people in CT is because Im embarassed to bring them to NY or have u guys come up and meet them. Its not that im embarassed of you guys, Im embarassed of them. They dont treat me nearly anything like you guys do. They very very different here. Besides, every time I make a "friend" here, they disappear in a matter of weeks. I havent heard from the lesbians since October, from tom and cindy since before I even went to school in august. They just dont care. They're not worthy to meet the most important people in my life and frankly I want to spend the time I do have with you guys...alone. lol. I dont want to share my NYers with ingrateful bastards.

I dont even want to bring my roommates down. Im more embarassed of them than anyone else. They'll just make a fool of themselves with their dramatics and stupid bullshit. You guys are too above their games. I wouldnt love you guys so much if you werent. Living here is a daily reminder of the kind of people I want to be around and the kind of people Im surrounded by. Im amazed that there are so many differences. *sigh* I cant wait to see you guys! I'll be down for New Years. I will bring alcohol and I will hug each and every one of you so tight you wont be able to breathe. And once the snow clears and I have money back in my account, you can bet your sweet ass I'll be making monthly trips to NY again.

So always remember A, fuck those who dont think you're awesome. Because you'll always be one of the greatest people I know and you're worth a lot to me. :) Love you arian!

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