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Wow I don't really feel like tellin all about my weekend. I had a good friday, day. But the evening sucked and I wish I could just never talk again. Saturday was good, all of it. And today was ok. Yeah. I don't know what to really tell you...
Well Ok, so I saw Nick last night. It was...different. I met Jaime and he met Davey. He like came over to meet him. It was weird. And then later that night when he got on the internet he was talking to me and telling me how we need to hang out and shit and how much he misses me. I just sat there and looked at it. I'm thinking to myself, why? So you can fuck with me some more. But I know he really does mean it. And I never thought I would get over him, but I did. I don't want to step backwards. And I love how he was saying stuff last night as well, (after Jaime left of course) to Kris and me and shit saying how we almost went out and just a bunch of bullshit. I just sat there and was like yeah almost. O well. And then I know last night he was missing me when he was online cuz his away message was something like "gettin old feelin damn" And I just laughed. Why. I mean, seriously. He fucked up way too much and then ended up screwing me over. Told me not to wait for him. I moved on. I'm actually happy. Now he is telling me that we should try it again later down the road. HA! Thats what I have to say to that. I knew you would regret your choice, but you have to live with what you choose. I did and moved on. He can too. Yeah, I just thought I would get that all out. I wish I saved the convo so this would make a little more sense to you, but I didnt. Sorry.
On the other hand, I love David Charles so much. I don't know how I went this long without him. He is amazing. I just can't get enough of him..never. I love him. It's just that simple. I feel like I am being a hypocrate, and I know I am. But we are in love, even if we haven't been dating for very long. It's so different. Gosh, I just can't even get the right words to tell you. He leaves me speakless time after time. I love him.
Well Ok, so I saw Nick last night. It was...different. I met Jaime and he met Davey. He like came over to meet him. It was weird. And then later that night when he got on the internet he was talking to me and telling me how we need to hang out and shit and how much he misses me. I just sat there and looked at it. I'm thinking to myself, why? So you can fuck with me some more. But I know he really does mean it. And I never thought I would get over him, but I did. I don't want to step backwards. And I love how he was saying stuff last night as well, (after Jaime left of course) to Kris and me and shit saying how we almost went out and just a bunch of bullshit. I just sat there and was like yeah almost. O well. And then I know last night he was missing me when he was online cuz his away message was something like "gettin old feelin damn" And I just laughed. Why. I mean, seriously. He fucked up way too much and then ended up screwing me over. Told me not to wait for him. I moved on. I'm actually happy. Now he is telling me that we should try it again later down the road. HA! Thats what I have to say to that. I knew you would regret your choice, but you have to live with what you choose. I did and moved on. He can too. Yeah, I just thought I would get that all out. I wish I saved the convo so this would make a little more sense to you, but I didnt. Sorry.
On the other hand, I love David Charles so much. I don't know how I went this long without him. He is amazing. I just can't get enough of him..never. I love him. It's just that simple. I feel like I am being a hypocrate, and I know I am. But we are in love, even if we haven't been dating for very long. It's so different. Gosh, I just can't even get the right words to tell you. He leaves me speakless time after time. I love him.