mmmm... life is good!
Well, as usual it has been forever since I have written.
First off I would like to say that I have hung out with Mike and Steven two times this week, and both times I had the most fun I have had in a very very long time. You two are incredible and halarious boys. You really know how to have fun.
OK, well starting with last night. We had an absolutely incredible meeting. Although attendance was very low, we had a blast! We were dancing, and signing, and eating, yet still geting out work accomplished. Things were definately different without Stacey. I did the member report, and although it didn't go exactly as I planned or would have liked, the program has great potential. We had a little meeting rivalry with Zion. It really brought back memories. I really wish D'vash and Zion were as close as we used to be.
I have a lot of frustrations with BBG, and BBYO in general. I wish that the sisterhood everyone talks about was there. I want everything to be fun again... or in a lot of cases, in general. I mean, yes meetings are supposed to be business oriented, but last night was so fun, and we got everything done. I have had a lot of really bad experiences with BBYO. People giving me shit for stuff that half the time isn't true. I rarely get a chance to explain or correct everything. People judge me on what they see and hear on the outside. It is such a horrible feeling. I guess there is nothing I can do to change it. I stay for the small group of people that actually take the time to get to know me. I guess those are the people that show what the organization is all about.
I really miss David... He has been gone for like 3 weeks now. I wish I could talk to him soo bad. I want everything between us to be OK. Even if we aren't together anymore, he still means so much to me. I hope he is having fun in Argentina though. I am really happy he is going to be closer to me when he comes to college, cuz we will be able to see each other a lot more. I don't know what it is, but there is just something about that boy that I can never seem to forget him, or get him out of my head, yet at the same time, I like that, and I dont want to forget about him.
On a happier note, I love my summer school. By that I do not mean the idea of waking up early during summer. I mean I love this school, and the people. I am going to the continuation where my dad works. It is a lot more laid back then a mainstream school. Everyone is more accepting here. I have a bunch of friends, and it is really chill during class. I don't have the drama and reps from school and BBG. I can be whoever I want. I like that. No body has to know anything about you, you are able to chill with like anyone. I would almost like to go here, but I dont want to give up all the senior privileges I have worked hard to earn.
I am leaving for vacation on the 28th, so last night was my last meeting until August 18(?). I come back August 12. I am guna chill with SF BBG #1, then go to oregon, then fly down to Tahoe for horseback riding. I am excited about this vacation because I have something in the begining and end to look foreward to. Rodney is going to be gone like the same time as me, so I am really happy about that... I dont think I could be stuck at home for 2 weeks w/o him here.
I have to register for my college class on the 13th, because it is the last day for HS students, and I am gone the other days. Then, unfortunately school starts on the 19th. However it is my SR year, so I am excited. Senior portraits are July 24, and I have no idea what I am supposed to wear... Oh well.
Rodney has really helped me out lately. I am seeing that I can have fun and just forget about my problems for a while. I am getting closer to Erica, Alison, Lizzy, and Greg. I love that, especially because they are in my chapter. We always have fun together. I am getting close with Greg P. again. He is really chill, and I wanna hang out with him more. It is nice because we always thought that we hated each other. ( I thought he hated me and visa versa)
So yeah, aside from my random depressed days, life is over-all spectacular. I do have downpoints, but for the most part, things couldnt be better.
One last special thing.. HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ERICA AND BRETT!!!!! xoxo Luv Ya
Hope I get time to write soon!
.::*Melissa*::.
P.S. Hershey I miss you and I want my CDs and game back!
First off I would like to say that I have hung out with Mike and Steven two times this week, and both times I had the most fun I have had in a very very long time. You two are incredible and halarious boys. You really know how to have fun.
OK, well starting with last night. We had an absolutely incredible meeting. Although attendance was very low, we had a blast! We were dancing, and signing, and eating, yet still geting out work accomplished. Things were definately different without Stacey. I did the member report, and although it didn't go exactly as I planned or would have liked, the program has great potential. We had a little meeting rivalry with Zion. It really brought back memories. I really wish D'vash and Zion were as close as we used to be.
I have a lot of frustrations with BBG, and BBYO in general. I wish that the sisterhood everyone talks about was there. I want everything to be fun again... or in a lot of cases, in general. I mean, yes meetings are supposed to be business oriented, but last night was so fun, and we got everything done. I have had a lot of really bad experiences with BBYO. People giving me shit for stuff that half the time isn't true. I rarely get a chance to explain or correct everything. People judge me on what they see and hear on the outside. It is such a horrible feeling. I guess there is nothing I can do to change it. I stay for the small group of people that actually take the time to get to know me. I guess those are the people that show what the organization is all about.
I really miss David... He has been gone for like 3 weeks now. I wish I could talk to him soo bad. I want everything between us to be OK. Even if we aren't together anymore, he still means so much to me. I hope he is having fun in Argentina though. I am really happy he is going to be closer to me when he comes to college, cuz we will be able to see each other a lot more. I don't know what it is, but there is just something about that boy that I can never seem to forget him, or get him out of my head, yet at the same time, I like that, and I dont want to forget about him.
On a happier note, I love my summer school. By that I do not mean the idea of waking up early during summer. I mean I love this school, and the people. I am going to the continuation where my dad works. It is a lot more laid back then a mainstream school. Everyone is more accepting here. I have a bunch of friends, and it is really chill during class. I don't have the drama and reps from school and BBG. I can be whoever I want. I like that. No body has to know anything about you, you are able to chill with like anyone. I would almost like to go here, but I dont want to give up all the senior privileges I have worked hard to earn.
I am leaving for vacation on the 28th, so last night was my last meeting until August 18(?). I come back August 12. I am guna chill with SF BBG #1, then go to oregon, then fly down to Tahoe for horseback riding. I am excited about this vacation because I have something in the begining and end to look foreward to. Rodney is going to be gone like the same time as me, so I am really happy about that... I dont think I could be stuck at home for 2 weeks w/o him here.
I have to register for my college class on the 13th, because it is the last day for HS students, and I am gone the other days. Then, unfortunately school starts on the 19th. However it is my SR year, so I am excited. Senior portraits are July 24, and I have no idea what I am supposed to wear... Oh well.
Rodney has really helped me out lately. I am seeing that I can have fun and just forget about my problems for a while. I am getting closer to Erica, Alison, Lizzy, and Greg. I love that, especially because they are in my chapter. We always have fun together. I am getting close with Greg P. again. He is really chill, and I wanna hang out with him more. It is nice because we always thought that we hated each other. ( I thought he hated me and visa versa)
So yeah, aside from my random depressed days, life is over-all spectacular. I do have downpoints, but for the most part, things couldnt be better.
One last special thing.. HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ERICA AND BRETT!!!!! xoxo Luv Ya
Hope I get time to write soon!
.::*Melissa*::.
P.S. Hershey I miss you and I want my CDs and game back!