i'm not your fucking accessory

[dismantlme123]

i'm not in existence for the sole purpose of entertaining you
i was not born to make our children and die
i was not magically assembled to ensure your happiness
i am a human. and just like you i feel and breathe and think and laugh and imagine
and decide.
i decide not to take this shit
i am stronger than you because if i weren't i would cease to exist
and you wouldn't want that
because then you'd be all alone
to mope
no. i will not take your sexist embolisms
nor your interjections of lies
the line must be drawn here
i am not upset that you hang out with your friends
i'm upset that time and time again
you say you'll do one thing when you
simply disappear in those promised times
iam not upset that you have fun with your friends
but that at my expense i must apologize for speaking my mind
about a situation that was douchebaggery
i am not upset that you do things
only that you lie about the things which you do
things that need not be lied about.
i am not here to buffer your family visits and pay for your food
and wait to watch movies with after youve not waited for me
i am not your fucking accesory to your fucking predetermined functional life
this is not i
you say you love me
you leave me hangin
you say youre sorry
you disappear
your silence is catatonic
deafening my world
if we can't talk
how can we exist
i know i can exist without you
its you i'm worried about
because i'm not your fucking accessory
which means this is complicated
which means you may not be able to handle
me.
which is a woman.
wouldn't want me lording over you or anything
not females
men can be tyrants and be tolerated
women are just bitches. all of em.
tools to your illusions
fucks to your lonely boring day
accessories to your party
fuck
you