Jan 23, 2006 01:57
It's nearly 2'o'clock...I should really be in bed :|.. Neh.. Last night i'm going to be spending with Ricky until next saturday =( But it'll do us good as lately we have been arguing so much just lately..which has sucked but it's done us good in a weird way because it's shown us that we are a healthy couple, because lets face it, all couples argue here and there, but it's how they deal with them that TRULY matters.. and me and Ricky have dealt with them So amazingly well, we haven't shouted at each other at all, well there was once but it was only minor because we were both so worked up.., we have talked them through, and not left it until we are both ok with with each other. That's worked FAB every single time =D
I'm getting on alot better with my flatmates too which is great, because during christmas I really didn't want to go back, and it was partly because of them, and also because I've missed quite alot of uni, but going to uni is so much more harder than I really thought it was. I thought I could handle it, but i'll be the first to admit that I wasn't and if I had the chance again, I would restart a fresh and change so much of what has happened since sept. (Obv not meeting Ricky :P)
Throughout sixth form, I breezed through it, until year 13 really, and even then I was lazy, but I still got my grades I needed for uni, And my retake went so good, even though I barely revised for it :s I mean, I went up 4 grades in it :|.. without any revision..Yikes!
But this week, I'm going in to see my tutor and to see if I attend 100% if I will pass the year, only need 40%, but god knows if i'll get that :s dont think my flukiness will help me this year!
But I shall keep it updated =) Wish me luck! (Even though I dont deserve it because I got myself into this mess, but I'm determined to get myself out of it!)
Ricky, I'll miss you for the week we are apart, but after that week, you're down here for GOOD =D Yayes!
You'll have to visit us everyone :D