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Overhaul, then stick to it.
i want to be responsible.
i do not want to just plan stuff and not do them. i do not want to be given responsibility but cannot be relied on. i do not want to assign tasks but be unable to do my own.
i want to have more willpower.
i do not want to constantly berate myself for not doing what i am supposed to do because i can't focus and i give in to temptation to do something else easily.
i want to be EXCELLENT.
in my work and in my life. i do not want to settle for mediocre. i do not want less than mediocre. i want the best.
i want to be HAPPY.
i want healthy relationships. i want to know my priorities and stick to it. i want to people around me to have the same priorities and help me live those priorities.
i want to do everything i have to do and MORE.
i am tired and down. super hellweek is coming up and i am scared. i have so many things to do and i am not performing at my usual level and it scares the crappy hell out of me.
i want to be responsible.
i do not want to just plan stuff and not do them. i do not want to be given responsibility but cannot be relied on. i do not want to assign tasks but be unable to do my own.
i want to have more willpower.
i do not want to constantly berate myself for not doing what i am supposed to do because i can't focus and i give in to temptation to do something else easily.
i want to be EXCELLENT.
in my work and in my life. i do not want to settle for mediocre. i do not want less than mediocre. i want the best.
i want to be HAPPY.
i want healthy relationships. i want to know my priorities and stick to it. i want to people around me to have the same priorities and help me live those priorities.
i want to do everything i have to do and MORE.
i am tired and down. super hellweek is coming up and i am scared. i have so many things to do and i am not performing at my usual level and it scares the crappy hell out of me.