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Naiinis nanaman ako. Bakit ba? Hormonal ako these days. Hormonal and emotional. It takes the smallest thing to set me off. And recently, one person has been setting me off frequently naiirita na ako. Ano ba? Same thing na you can't always tell me what you want malamang ako rin. God. Some sensitivity please. Actually, sensitivity and care. Mukhang sorely lacking ka sa department na yon these days. For the past couple of days actually. Weeks and months.
So. Kanina some friends of Ayano came by, and they were one of the nicest Japanese people I know. I was starting to think I was getting the hang of this meet and make foreign students comfortable thing..
Until, super last minute, napunta ako sa graduation ng another batch of Japanese students (from Nanzan). Maybe because they know different people, and maybe because I had misgivings because we seemed to be gatecrashing in a ceremony that didn't really have anything to do with us (they were usually with other ASEC members in their stay here, not us).. Anyway, I started to think maybe I wasn't so cut out for this after all. Because I started feeling out of place. Or something like that.
Oh well. I just have to let it out.
Right now, there's a group of Fil-Italians in the house. Some party/despidida. My mom said it was just a dinner - so big surprise when I came down from my room and the party plates and so many food was out. Dinner lang ha?? Infairness, they were a big batch. But extremely nice. Their kids are cute, because in Italy they don't really speak english so what they know is just Italian and Tagalog. And they said magaling daw ako kumanta. Haha! Nice talaga. They said if we're going to Italy we can stay in their place. I'm just feeling shy again since they're a close group already.
Yesterday, Hairspray! And bowling! Funny nung bowling it was like a club, with a dj and lights. Astig, nakaspare ako. Si Tady nakastrike. Pero wala paring tatalo sa katabi naming magaling with 100++ scores. Ending the game na nagpapicture dun sa bowling alley. First time in my life I have done that and I never would've thought of doing it if Leigh hadn't thought of it.
La la. I want to watch hairspray again. If I could be a part of the cast.. I'd be.. Uhm.. Maybe the little black sister of Seaweed. Or one of the back up dancers sa show. Unless they'd do me a John Travolta so I can be Stacy Turnblad.
Okay stop dreaming. Back to the marketing paper.