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I remembered my LJ because of something I posted in my multiply.
Anyhoo, I just finished the theo ppt (which I should have finished last Thursday, shame! But bakit ba, walang pasok e) and sent updates, just need to do org stuff..
These past few days, my life feels.. normal. So unlike the this-is-not-my-life months I've been having, starting when school opened. I don't go home to drop on the bed too tired to do or even notice anything, I don't spend day after day going home way after the sun has set, I finally go to the gym, finally have time to bang the piano, time to grab books, time to be lazy, time to watch a couple of dvds even though the longtest's tomorrow, time to breathe..
I realize that I made too many changes this year. Uhm, scrap that, I made too many change with lasting consequences this year. Or decisions that made these changes. Sometime these past months I've been thinking - I'm just surprised to find myself the way I was, trying to remember if I've always been like that. I kind of forgotten how I usually am. Which is, yun na nga, a girl with a simple life. A.k.a. studies, school, movies, family, sports, recreational stuff, occasional gimiks. No responsibilities and meetings and so many stuff going on and happening suddenly and at the same time.
Not that I don't like it. Hey, it's fun, and not just fun, I took it, so I'm standing by it. There's a satisfaction in it. It just took some time to get used to it. It's just not me, or how I used to be.
How dramatic.
Whokei. Next topic. I pretty much predicted a busy year for myself, but now I am bored TO DEATH probably because I've had nothing to do for the past 5 days. Some two weeks from now hell week's coming up again because it's the week of midterms and longtests - and I guess, I should make it easier for myself by studying now, but... I end up reading harry potter again, and reading the dark is rising and the golden compass (two new movies this year! i loved the books, but waiting for the movie..). And of course watching so many dvds. And researching oldie songs that I can convert to piano versions (sundo's actually a nice song on piano. sounds like a sadder, melancholic version when i do it). Sana kasing galing ako ni Rogee magpiano. Or ni Cel. Or.. ni Norah Jones, or Alicia Keys, or Vienna Teng, or Regina Spektor. Tipong play and sing. *sigh*
I am sleepy. This 6 day holiday disrupts so much schoolwork, planned meetings and schedules.
Anyhoo, I just finished the theo ppt (which I should have finished last Thursday, shame! But bakit ba, walang pasok e) and sent updates, just need to do org stuff..
These past few days, my life feels.. normal. So unlike the this-is-not-my-life months I've been having, starting when school opened. I don't go home to drop on the bed too tired to do or even notice anything, I don't spend day after day going home way after the sun has set, I finally go to the gym, finally have time to bang the piano, time to grab books, time to be lazy, time to watch a couple of dvds even though the longtest's tomorrow, time to breathe..
I realize that I made too many changes this year. Uhm, scrap that, I made too many change with lasting consequences this year. Or decisions that made these changes. Sometime these past months I've been thinking - I'm just surprised to find myself the way I was, trying to remember if I've always been like that. I kind of forgotten how I usually am. Which is, yun na nga, a girl with a simple life. A.k.a. studies, school, movies, family, sports, recreational stuff, occasional gimiks. No responsibilities and meetings and so many stuff going on and happening suddenly and at the same time.
Not that I don't like it. Hey, it's fun, and not just fun, I took it, so I'm standing by it. There's a satisfaction in it. It just took some time to get used to it. It's just not me, or how I used to be.
How dramatic.
Whokei. Next topic. I pretty much predicted a busy year for myself, but now I am bored TO DEATH probably because I've had nothing to do for the past 5 days. Some two weeks from now hell week's coming up again because it's the week of midterms and longtests - and I guess, I should make it easier for myself by studying now, but... I end up reading harry potter again, and reading the dark is rising and the golden compass (two new movies this year! i loved the books, but waiting for the movie..). And of course watching so many dvds. And researching oldie songs that I can convert to piano versions (sundo's actually a nice song on piano. sounds like a sadder, melancholic version when i do it). Sana kasing galing ako ni Rogee magpiano. Or ni Cel. Or.. ni Norah Jones, or Alicia Keys, or Vienna Teng, or Regina Spektor. Tipong play and sing. *sigh*
I am sleepy. This 6 day holiday disrupts so much schoolwork, planned meetings and schedules.