a new start ...
so yeah, i haven't really written a meaningful entry in here for a while. something happened last night which will definitely affect a great part of my life. we decided to part ways. the good thing about it was that we both agreed to it and it didn't end all bad and stuff. although i'm definitely gonna miss being with him, i think it's time. we were just delaying the inevitable i guess. i haven't been single for a while now so that's weird in itself. but also, it's something i've kind of been wanting. today i felt at ease. i wasn't extremely sad or whatever. it might hit me later on but i think it's just for the best. we'll still stay in contact and hang out once in a while. but it's not gonna be the same. part of me is scared. scared of what's out there and scared of change. however, i'm at a time in my life where i need to take risks and embrace change. i'm not as happy as i once was before, in terms of life in general. now is the time to see what i'm made of. it's a new start for me. i hope everything works out in the end ...