Sep 25, 2007 01:07
I was talking to Garrett tonight about stuff... and he said, "Sometimes I reeeaaallly regret breaking up. I know that I often felt really unhappy about the distance thing... but... gah. I was really HAPPY about some parts of it too."
Needless to say, I was holding my breath right when he said this. I kind of flipped out and started blurting random stuff out, to get him to keep talking. And for the rest of the conversation, anytime he'd type something and I saw the little words in the bottom left corner, "Garrett is typing a message," I'd hold my breath and think, "Is this it? Is this it?" It's really sad, I know, but I was thinking, "Whoa, he REGRETS it?! MAYBE HE'LL ASK ME OUT AGAIN!! O_O"
And damnit, it didn't happen. So...needless to say, I'm a tad disappointed; not in him, but in the fact that I got so worked up and excited over nothing. I know, in the back of my head, that it's not going to happen again anytime soon, so I don't know why I keep flipping out over really small stuff like that, that gives me just a tad bit of hope.
Oh well, maybe it just wasn't meant to be.