Woo!
Well, I am fine. I'm doing so much better. I'm really bubbly and chipper today. Just out of the blue.
I realized that...being depressed and unhappy wasn't doing anybody any good. It wasn't making him change his mind, it wasn't making me get over it or feel better...it wasn't doing anything but making me feel worse. So...I forced myself to look at it and say, "It could happen again. And if so, great, but if not, oh well. We had a good time while it lasted," and I forced myself to be accepting of the future. It might not happen again and I know that. I've got to face the fact that not everything can go my way and not everything WILL. If he decides he can take the long distance and will be happy with seeing each other every once in a while, he'll take me back. If he decides it was all worth it in the end, he'll ask me again. If not, we'll stay friends and I'm ready for that. I didn't lose him completely, so...I'm thankful for that.
I'm doing better. Things are finally looking up.
I realized that...being depressed and unhappy wasn't doing anybody any good. It wasn't making him change his mind, it wasn't making me get over it or feel better...it wasn't doing anything but making me feel worse. So...I forced myself to look at it and say, "It could happen again. And if so, great, but if not, oh well. We had a good time while it lasted," and I forced myself to be accepting of the future. It might not happen again and I know that. I've got to face the fact that not everything can go my way and not everything WILL. If he decides he can take the long distance and will be happy with seeing each other every once in a while, he'll take me back. If he decides it was all worth it in the end, he'll ask me again. If not, we'll stay friends and I'm ready for that. I didn't lose him completely, so...I'm thankful for that.
I'm doing better. Things are finally looking up.