this is by far going to be the lamest post of all time. it's okay..you can skip reading this
So after reading all of the twilight books in two weeks...i was bombarded with this rush of OH-MY-GOD-WHAT'S-GOING-TO-HAPPEN-TO-THESE-LOVERS?!?!? and now that I'm done with them, I kind of don't know what to do with myself. I watched the movie. Sucked. But despite the suck-age, i keep thinking about the movie because it's like the closest tangible thing i have to the story? i dont know. but i do know that it took me until reading twilight, that i realized how lonely i feel lately. not just in the lover-sense, but in the family and friends sense. I think it's because I didnt really have much of a summer, and im in a transition period, of sorts.
So, in order to fill this gaping hole of what-do-i-do-with-my-life-now, I've been trying to jump into my schoolwork...which i'm ahead in. and I'm trying to read a new book (which is actually starting to pick up a lot now).
I think this manic reaction to a fictional, impossible story also has to do with the fact that my show is over until February. I became so obsessed with Lost that now that I don't have it...I'm searching for a new show or something. I really don't like this feeling of searching.
Oxford Shakespeare Festival is coming along nicely. Though I still feel a bit behind on that. There are a lot of things that I'm not good at/amateur at, that i will have to overcome. such as reading lines (which i've never done before). I feel like everyone is waiting for me to ooze out this over-the-top acting (like everyone else is doing, since it is Gilbert and Sullivan) and i just don't have the confidence to be that ridiculous yet. hopefully it will get there. Oh and the other thing that we're having to do....DANCING. ballet style. what the hell. I can barely remember two pages of dancing...let alone three numbers of dancing.
I have a headache. all this emo-ness is hurting my head.
So, in order to fill this gaping hole of what-do-i-do-with-my-life-now, I've been trying to jump into my schoolwork...which i'm ahead in. and I'm trying to read a new book (which is actually starting to pick up a lot now).
I think this manic reaction to a fictional, impossible story also has to do with the fact that my show is over until February. I became so obsessed with Lost that now that I don't have it...I'm searching for a new show or something. I really don't like this feeling of searching.
Oxford Shakespeare Festival is coming along nicely. Though I still feel a bit behind on that. There are a lot of things that I'm not good at/amateur at, that i will have to overcome. such as reading lines (which i've never done before). I feel like everyone is waiting for me to ooze out this over-the-top acting (like everyone else is doing, since it is Gilbert and Sullivan) and i just don't have the confidence to be that ridiculous yet. hopefully it will get there. Oh and the other thing that we're having to do....DANCING. ballet style. what the hell. I can barely remember two pages of dancing...let alone three numbers of dancing.
I have a headache. all this emo-ness is hurting my head.