May 23, 2009 00:20
now that sophomore year of college is finito...all is well in the world..
or it should be
but all i can think about is post graduation. i have a very detailed plan as to what i'm going to do after senior year as an undergrad...but i'm always left with this feeling like i need to be doing something. sometimes i wonder if its my complete lack of relationships. b/c those things seem to keep everyone pretty occupied...while i'm restless. though i'm not saying i'd want that kind of occupation as a girlfriend, b/c i'm bad at that. it's just crazy to think about all the free time and me-time i have as a single person. no one to answer to.. so that leaves me with this sense of "what do i study now?" ..."am i in the right carreer path?"..."I want to redecorate my apartment" such things are a bother.
I only spent a week of my summer in memphis...now i am here in oxford about to take on summer Biology. and i'm actually looking a little forward to it. crazy sterf.
read those twilight books in under 2 weeks. great books, though i felt a little childish. the movie was shit. of course. i am now reading House of Spirits by Isabelle Allende. Then onto Lullaby by Palahniuk. and so on.
just thought i would update.