something great is bound to happen
i had to get out of memphis. thank god im in oxford now.
not that i didnt hve fun and all that stuff over the break...but i realized that no matter how much time has passed, when i return to memphis...old problems arise. and thats ok. im not talking about anything big,or specific...its just that college for me, is kinda like a very laborious vacation. vacation in the sense that im far from home and people are new, things are new, and i dont really think a lot about home while im here in oxford. laborious in the sense that its school...duh.
though, one thing i realized while in memphis for such a long time, is that old best friends are the best best friends. Thank you megan for staying true to yourself. I love you a lot. like a lesbian...MUAHAHAHA not really...but if i were a lesbian i would fall in love with your squees and all that goodness. i know college sucks and rips people apart...however I felt that our bonds have re-bonded. like velcro...or something sticky. WOO. so that makes me happy...because for a while i thought it would be lost! (scary thought...but really, i didnt know if we'd ever hang out again! did you ever feel that way?)
I like a boy...but there's nothing i can do about it now. which is for the best. :) no regrets :) and life has a funny cute way of giving you amazing situiations and all you can do is say, "thank you, life for having my back"
now i have to focus a LOT on my schooling again. im going to work harder than ever...i know this for two reasons: 1. i have motivation to keep up a 4.0 and number 2. i will be taking my last theory semester!!! and it will kick me pretty hard...but i just have to kick my musical legs right back...and even harder
i can't find the chord that goes from my camera to my computer! aaaaahhh!
oh p.s.: i watched Memento and The Machinist. both movies made me really appreciate my sanity, and my memory.Cjristian Bale is probably my favorite actor...right next to Paul Giamatti. and i say that not even talking about his looks..but for his extreme dedication to his acting. if you have seen the machinist, you know what im talking about. loosing all that weight! crazy!
not that i didnt hve fun and all that stuff over the break...but i realized that no matter how much time has passed, when i return to memphis...old problems arise. and thats ok. im not talking about anything big,or specific...its just that college for me, is kinda like a very laborious vacation. vacation in the sense that im far from home and people are new, things are new, and i dont really think a lot about home while im here in oxford. laborious in the sense that its school...duh.
though, one thing i realized while in memphis for such a long time, is that old best friends are the best best friends. Thank you megan for staying true to yourself. I love you a lot. like a lesbian...MUAHAHAHA not really...but if i were a lesbian i would fall in love with your squees and all that goodness. i know college sucks and rips people apart...however I felt that our bonds have re-bonded. like velcro...or something sticky. WOO. so that makes me happy...because for a while i thought it would be lost! (scary thought...but really, i didnt know if we'd ever hang out again! did you ever feel that way?)
I like a boy...but there's nothing i can do about it now. which is for the best. :) no regrets :) and life has a funny cute way of giving you amazing situiations and all you can do is say, "thank you, life for having my back"
now i have to focus a LOT on my schooling again. im going to work harder than ever...i know this for two reasons: 1. i have motivation to keep up a 4.0 and number 2. i will be taking my last theory semester!!! and it will kick me pretty hard...but i just have to kick my musical legs right back...and even harder
i can't find the chord that goes from my camera to my computer! aaaaahhh!
oh p.s.: i watched Memento and The Machinist. both movies made me really appreciate my sanity, and my memory.Cjristian Bale is probably my favorite actor...right next to Paul Giamatti. and i say that not even talking about his looks..but for his extreme dedication to his acting. if you have seen the machinist, you know what im talking about. loosing all that weight! crazy!