Apr 02, 2011 23:02
Title: Just Because.
Pairing: Kyumin.
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance, Drama.
Summary: When the person you love so much never loves you back, what will you do?
A/N: I'm writing this cause I need to rant. I'm sorry for any mistakes. Spare me the torture /)__(\
Just because Sungmin loves Kyuhyun doesn't mean that he could lie to him.
Business contract? What business contract? It has always been this excuse. "Oh, I have a client to entertain tonight." or "It's a major project, Min. I'll make it up to you next time." What major project can you discuss in a bar full of women? I mean whenever I call him to ask him if he'll be home for dinner, I hear loud music at the other end. Kyuhyun can never hear me properly. Then after awhile, I end the call because I couldn't stand the noise. Then I'll receive a text saying, "Not coming for dinner tonight, got something to discuss." Yeah, and he comes home at 3AM, stinking with some smelling perfume and kiss marks on his clothes. Doesn't he realize I cry myself to sleep every night because I miss him so much? Doesn't he realize the scars on my hand that are ever so prominent? I guess not. I don't think he ever will.
Just because Sungmin loves Kyuhyun doesn't mean that he could bring girls home for no apparent reason.
Its 2AM in the morning. Where's Kyuhyun? I don't know. Does anybody know? I don't think so. Oh look, the door is opening. It must be Kyuhyun right? Oh look, he has a girl with him. For the millionth time. Wow. Okay.
"Min ah, I have something to discuss with the lady, so i brought her home. Do you mind sleeping on the couch?" Kyuhyun was slurring through his drunken words like always. Its never the same girl. Of course it'll never be. He'll get bored of the same girl. Of course I knew that.
Better sleep on this couch and cry then. Maybe biting my lip will show some disapproval. Oh wait, what? They are going to the bedroom already? I know they are going to have sex later. It always hurts my ears. What a great couple we are.
Just because Sungmin loves Kyuhyun doesn't mean that he could make use of him.
Oh look, Kyuhyun is back early today! He must have been here for dinner! Wait, why is he dragging me to the bedroom.. Wait why should he have the right to undress me. He has all his hookers. Maybe one of his hookers broke up with him. So I'm sort of like a little stress ball for him? Not nice, Kyuhyun. It hurts. Stop it! Fuck you Kyu! Ohmygosh just go away, I don't want to have any sex with you! I'm just a toy, what right do you have to do this to me? Kyuhyun, stop it! I'm crying!
Just because Sungmin loves Kyuhyun doesn't mean that he won't leave him.
Maybe I should really leave, like before he comes back. Yes? Yes. Okay but what if he calls me? Nah, I doubt he will. He got his work and women to care about. Maybe he has like a secret love child already. Yeah that's it. He wouldn't even realize I'm gone, right? Yeah, I'm going now. Live on the streets. Awesome. Then I'll die. Perfect.