Can't help but be fearful.
It's been a while.
I suppose I've chosen romance. I knew from the beginning how difficult this would be. I knew I couldn't make a balance. I'm sorry if you're someone I've lost contact with in the last few months. I'm too insecure to make any other choice.
Never been better now. Can't help but be afraid. If this ends, I think I'll be more devastated than ever before. If this ends, I shouldn't be surprised--it's not perfect, but it's closer than ever. If this ends, I will accept it.
Happier than I've ever been.
I miss you (all).
I suppose I've chosen romance. I knew from the beginning how difficult this would be. I knew I couldn't make a balance. I'm sorry if you're someone I've lost contact with in the last few months. I'm too insecure to make any other choice.
Never been better now. Can't help but be afraid. If this ends, I think I'll be more devastated than ever before. If this ends, I shouldn't be surprised--it's not perfect, but it's closer than ever. If this ends, I will accept it.
Happier than I've ever been.
I miss you (all).