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Yah, being proactive is just too darn tough and takes lots of discipline. I find myself in la la land drowning out my miseries and problems by watching korean drama. I finished the whole series about this historical character in Korean history who became the first female designated doctor for the emperor. Anyhow, it's a good drama series. The chinese translation for the series is "Dai Chang Jin."
Do you ever feel stuck no matter which road you have happen to be on? Yes, I feel stuck in my paths since the two roads I want to take will still lead to nowhere.. I want to pursue a Master's degree, however, two of my terrible marks will diminish my admission chances of a good program. Even if I did decide to pursue Masters, I don't think I can afford another 2 year education with my average grades. It will not be right for me to ask my parents for help. Then again, I ask myself why do I want to get my Master's degree. Is it because I'm having tremendous difficulties in job hunting that I choose another 2 years in academia as a solution to my problem? Do I have so little faith in my working abilities in the professional field? Ahh.. so many questions and doubts..when will I ever gain the confidence to really make my dreams a reality in this world? I need answers to my dilemma and other problems soon because I don't want to see any more precious time being wasted on tv shows and movies as a form of escape and therapy anymore.
Do you ever feel stuck no matter which road you have happen to be on? Yes, I feel stuck in my paths since the two roads I want to take will still lead to nowhere.. I want to pursue a Master's degree, however, two of my terrible marks will diminish my admission chances of a good program. Even if I did decide to pursue Masters, I don't think I can afford another 2 year education with my average grades. It will not be right for me to ask my parents for help. Then again, I ask myself why do I want to get my Master's degree. Is it because I'm having tremendous difficulties in job hunting that I choose another 2 years in academia as a solution to my problem? Do I have so little faith in my working abilities in the professional field? Ahh.. so many questions and doubts..when will I ever gain the confidence to really make my dreams a reality in this world? I need answers to my dilemma and other problems soon because I don't want to see any more precious time being wasted on tv shows and movies as a form of escape and therapy anymore.