1st day of work and thoughts on forgotten and birthdays
Feeling forgotten is what I'm feeling this moment. No matter how hard you try to maintain a friendship over long distance and even overseas eventually you'll be forgotten. Yes, forgotten is not what I desired as a status. Only memories are left of friendships at times. How I wish and long to get an email wishing me the best on my birthday from a disappearing and lost friend. I knew in my heart that it's not possible to get such greeting because that person's too darn stubborn to change his obstinate ways in being a hermit from good friends. Of course it hurts but life does go on. Greetings from other long lost friends will make my day though it's always me initiating the communication. Why me?
Forgotten again as parent moves forward in life awaiting for new love and new beginning. Yes, a card is thoughtful but it doesn't take away the sting that one of my parents has moved onto the next chapter of life.
It's so easy to be forgotten and so difficult to be remembered. Why is that?? Are humans really that forgetful? I try to remember my family and friends' birthdays though I admit I may forget at times unintentionally. However I do my best to change and to improve my memory of birthdays.
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I really wish I don't have to age another year. Birthdays are so hateful because they remind you of your inadequacies and lack of accomplishment as another year goes by. *Sigh* There're so much ambitions and unaccomplished dreams as I feel stuck and trapped once again. When could I truly be free and roam and explore this world beyond North America?? Does birthday wish ever come true? I begin to doubt that saying that wishes come true on your special day. What do you think?
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I started a temporary job today. It's not a great start considering the fact that I felt quite sick after eating a croissant and hot water. I thought I was going to vomit for sure. Sorry to gross my readers! Thank goodness nothing happened.
Jamie picked me up from my home and took me to work. I really appreciated the ride since I didn't know too much information bout getting to office from Cal State LA site. Thanks again Jamie. ^__^ It's great to see her after a month or so being in town.
Today's quite a good day at work since I started the job on a good foot. I got to eat free food from El Polo Loco and mango &pudding fruit cake for this girl in office. She's 24 and has a daughter. Wow..such a young mother! Beside the food part of work, my computer annoyed the heck out of me with spywares. I couldn't even do my work or create new email account till later during the work day. Thank goodness my coworker Winnie trained and helped me out lots! Call me ignorant but I never knew how much work it takes to get one stupid shipment of cargo from one country to next destination. SO MUCH CHECKING ON CHECKS AND FAXING INVOLVED!
I only started work today and I already found myself pulling my hair out in regards to the recycling aspect of work. The office trashes final released cargo documents like crazy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE SEEING MALFUNCTION ENVIRONMENTAL PRACTICES AND NOT DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT!
Oh well..it's not a bad first day.. free food and light work load and safe arrival home from work via the southern california Metro and Monterey Park's Spirit Bus. haha I could get around after all even without a car. ^_^
Forgotten again as parent moves forward in life awaiting for new love and new beginning. Yes, a card is thoughtful but it doesn't take away the sting that one of my parents has moved onto the next chapter of life.
It's so easy to be forgotten and so difficult to be remembered. Why is that?? Are humans really that forgetful? I try to remember my family and friends' birthdays though I admit I may forget at times unintentionally. However I do my best to change and to improve my memory of birthdays.
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I really wish I don't have to age another year. Birthdays are so hateful because they remind you of your inadequacies and lack of accomplishment as another year goes by. *Sigh* There're so much ambitions and unaccomplished dreams as I feel stuck and trapped once again. When could I truly be free and roam and explore this world beyond North America?? Does birthday wish ever come true? I begin to doubt that saying that wishes come true on your special day. What do you think?
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I started a temporary job today. It's not a great start considering the fact that I felt quite sick after eating a croissant and hot water. I thought I was going to vomit for sure. Sorry to gross my readers! Thank goodness nothing happened.
Jamie picked me up from my home and took me to work. I really appreciated the ride since I didn't know too much information bout getting to office from Cal State LA site. Thanks again Jamie. ^__^ It's great to see her after a month or so being in town.
Today's quite a good day at work since I started the job on a good foot. I got to eat free food from El Polo Loco and mango &pudding fruit cake for this girl in office. She's 24 and has a daughter. Wow..such a young mother! Beside the food part of work, my computer annoyed the heck out of me with spywares. I couldn't even do my work or create new email account till later during the work day. Thank goodness my coworker Winnie trained and helped me out lots! Call me ignorant but I never knew how much work it takes to get one stupid shipment of cargo from one country to next destination. SO MUCH CHECKING ON CHECKS AND FAXING INVOLVED!
I only started work today and I already found myself pulling my hair out in regards to the recycling aspect of work. The office trashes final released cargo documents like crazy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE SEEING MALFUNCTION ENVIRONMENTAL PRACTICES AND NOT DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT!
Oh well..it's not a bad first day.. free food and light work load and safe arrival home from work via the southern california Metro and Monterey Park's Spirit Bus. haha I could get around after all even without a car. ^_^