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hi.
i feel shallow.
yesterday was okay.
i came here.
then dan came.
and it rained.
and we stood outside in the rain.
and his mom picked us up.
andy did his drivers ed test, he'll have his license soon.
or like. very soon.
we watched game shows in his kitchen.
then my dad picked me up for dinner.
my grandma gave me a ride back after.
and dan and i watched more game shows.
in andy's room.
that's pretty much how we spent our night.
i guess.
we got into a fight.
and it sucked.
a lot.
he's here now, but i don't know where.
i hate little kids right now.
there was a big flock of them next to me.
but now they moved.
now it's a boy.
that looks like..
a mix between rudy and.. ryan swee.
to me.
it was cute, one of the little boys that was irritating me, just came up to the rudy/ryanswee boy and they whispered to eachother.
little boys are cute.
in a non-creepy way.
ugh.
tonight i go out to dinner with my mom and dad.
which will be hell.
times a million.
because no matter what, she always puts me in a bad mood.
i kind of want to go to border grill.
but i imagine they'll pick some odd steak house.
yesssssss.
i don't think i'd be able to stomach boarder grill anyway.
my stomach's been a little bitch.
ahh yelling.
i think i saw desiree about twenty minutes ago.
i wonder where daniel is.
upon looking around, i did not see him.
oh well.
i got sick again last night.
and watched the top 25 greatest protest songs on vh1.
it was cool and i liked it.
and am in a clash mood.
but i have no music.
and norman greenbaum.
oh well.
i didn't go to bed until like 5.
dan woke me up at quarter to 1 with a phonecall.
i showered, and hoped to come here earlier, but my grandma was gone somewhere.
so um.
i didn't.
but justine called, so it was okay.
i miss her, kind of. :D
she's coming home in a day or two.
here's a survey.
1.When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my breasts.
2.How much cash do you have on you? a little over 36 dollars.
3.What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? chest.
4.Favorite plant? flowers of some sort. daffodils or daisies.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? my mother.
6.What is your main ring tone on your phone? rebel rebel.
7.What shirt are you wearing? a white tank top.
8.Do you "label" yourself? occasionally.
9.Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? beats me.
10.Bright or Dark Room? erhm. i don't know. naturally lit.
11.What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? she's a sweetie. she used to draw me pictures in learning center when i was sad.
12.Ever "spilled the beans"? um. i guess.
13.What were you doing at midnight last night? watching television. maybe talking to boyfriend.
14.What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say? smiley face. :)
16.What's a saying that you say a lot? i don't know.
17.Who told you they loved you last? dan or justine.
18.Last furry thing you touched? um. mike the kitty.
19.How many hours a week do you work? i don't.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to develop? erhm. none.
21.Favorite age you have been so far? eh. 4 or 5, i imagine.
22.Your worst enemy? um. i don't know.
23.What is your current desk top picture? um, i seem to not have it on my photobucket, but uhh. it's jaquelyn. :D
24.What was the last thing you said to someone? um. something to dan. about pictures.
25. If you were able to choose between a million bucks and going back in time and fixing all your mistakes, which one would you choose? duh. a million dollars. :D
26.How tall are you? 4'11".
27.Do you own a gun? noo.
28.Rehab? no?
29.Have you ever killed an animal? uh. yeh. *sigh* like. this rabbit. that i saved. from my kitty. and then i put 'em in the shed. and he died. :(
30.Are you Irish? i don't think so.
31.What's your favorite Christmas song? ugh.
32.What is your favorite smell? like. the way dan smells. or.. entonio's house.
33.What do you prefer to drink in the morning? um. orange juice.
34.Have you ever done ecstasy? no.
35.Have you been shot? no.
36.Have you ever been hospitalized? no.
37.Do you like painkillers? um. i guess.
38.Whats your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? um. my breasts. :D
39.Do you own a knife? i guess.
40.Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? uhh. i don't have any.
41.Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: um. lately. water. lemonade. pepsi. um.. this bottle of mountain dew that's been in my backpack for like, a week. um. and i've been meaning to drink the rootbeer that's been in the fridge for like.. a week.
42.What's In Your CD Player? um. whatever.
43.What's Under Your Bed? old grandma stuff.
44.What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 12:45.
45.Current Worry? eh. i guess i'm kind of worried about.. dinner with my parents tonight.
46.Current Love? daniel.
47.Current Hate? my mom and like. eehp. most of my friends'.. attitudes towards.. me. now.
48.Favorite Place To Be? dan's house. particularly.. andy's room. or entonio's house.
49.Least favorite Place? ugh. like. in the same room with my mom.
50.If You Could Play An Instrument? urh. the piano.
51.One person From Your Past You Wish You Could be with? melissa. or band camp alan. or jaki. or jurg. or mr. j.
52.Where Would You Like To Go? i don't know.
53.Where do you want to live? i don't know.
54.Color of most clothes you own? black. *total goth face*
5.Number of pillows you sleep with? uhh. one. or two.
56.What do you wear when you go to sleep? it varies, i guess. usually a t-shirt. pants sometimes. sometimes nothing. sometimes everything. :D
57.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? um. hopefully i'll still be with dan. but maybe not. and if not then probably living with one of my relatives. or justine or entonio.
58.First piercing/tattoo? my ears. but they died. (not my ears, the piercings died.)
59.Last person you yelled at? dan probably.
60.Latest crush? jaquelyn symone!
61.Last thing you ate? a plum.
62.If you could be a pirate, would you? gay. no.
63.What songs do you sing in the shower? whatever i feel like singing.
63.What's in your pockets right now? i don't have any pockets.
64.What color are your bedroom walls? periwinkle.
65.Last thing that made you laugh? dan or justine.
66.Best bed sheets you had as a child? i don't remember any. 'cept.. 101 dalmations. i probably had power rangers, though, as i was obsessed, and those are clearly better than 101 dalmations.
67.Any pets now? i guess like. mike. the cat. i have sophie at home. and jacob. the cat. and cc bob.
68.Have u ever won any awards? eh. maybe.
69.If u could pick one person to make out with who would it be? dan or jaki. :D
i feel shallow.
yesterday was okay.
i came here.
then dan came.
and it rained.
and we stood outside in the rain.
and his mom picked us up.
andy did his drivers ed test, he'll have his license soon.
or like. very soon.
we watched game shows in his kitchen.
then my dad picked me up for dinner.
my grandma gave me a ride back after.
and dan and i watched more game shows.
in andy's room.
that's pretty much how we spent our night.
i guess.
we got into a fight.
and it sucked.
a lot.
he's here now, but i don't know where.
i hate little kids right now.
there was a big flock of them next to me.
but now they moved.
now it's a boy.
that looks like..
a mix between rudy and.. ryan swee.
to me.
it was cute, one of the little boys that was irritating me, just came up to the rudy/ryanswee boy and they whispered to eachother.
little boys are cute.
in a non-creepy way.
ugh.
tonight i go out to dinner with my mom and dad.
which will be hell.
times a million.
because no matter what, she always puts me in a bad mood.
i kind of want to go to border grill.
but i imagine they'll pick some odd steak house.
yesssssss.
i don't think i'd be able to stomach boarder grill anyway.
my stomach's been a little bitch.
ahh yelling.
i think i saw desiree about twenty minutes ago.
i wonder where daniel is.
upon looking around, i did not see him.
oh well.
i got sick again last night.
and watched the top 25 greatest protest songs on vh1.
it was cool and i liked it.
and am in a clash mood.
but i have no music.
and norman greenbaum.
oh well.
i didn't go to bed until like 5.
dan woke me up at quarter to 1 with a phonecall.
i showered, and hoped to come here earlier, but my grandma was gone somewhere.
so um.
i didn't.
but justine called, so it was okay.
i miss her, kind of. :D
she's coming home in a day or two.
here's a survey.
1.When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my breasts.
2.How much cash do you have on you? a little over 36 dollars.
3.What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? chest.
4.Favorite plant? flowers of some sort. daffodils or daisies.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? my mother.
6.What is your main ring tone on your phone? rebel rebel.
7.What shirt are you wearing? a white tank top.
8.Do you "label" yourself? occasionally.
9.Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? beats me.
10.Bright or Dark Room? erhm. i don't know. naturally lit.
11.What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? she's a sweetie. she used to draw me pictures in learning center when i was sad.
12.Ever "spilled the beans"? um. i guess.
13.What were you doing at midnight last night? watching television. maybe talking to boyfriend.
14.What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say? smiley face. :)
16.What's a saying that you say a lot? i don't know.
17.Who told you they loved you last? dan or justine.
18.Last furry thing you touched? um. mike the kitty.
19.How many hours a week do you work? i don't.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to develop? erhm. none.
21.Favorite age you have been so far? eh. 4 or 5, i imagine.
22.Your worst enemy? um. i don't know.
23.What is your current desk top picture? um, i seem to not have it on my photobucket, but uhh. it's jaquelyn. :D
24.What was the last thing you said to someone? um. something to dan. about pictures.
25. If you were able to choose between a million bucks and going back in time and fixing all your mistakes, which one would you choose? duh. a million dollars. :D
26.How tall are you? 4'11".
27.Do you own a gun? noo.
28.Rehab? no?
29.Have you ever killed an animal? uh. yeh. *sigh* like. this rabbit. that i saved. from my kitty. and then i put 'em in the shed. and he died. :(
30.Are you Irish? i don't think so.
31.What's your favorite Christmas song? ugh.
32.What is your favorite smell? like. the way dan smells. or.. entonio's house.
33.What do you prefer to drink in the morning? um. orange juice.
34.Have you ever done ecstasy? no.
35.Have you been shot? no.
36.Have you ever been hospitalized? no.
37.Do you like painkillers? um. i guess.
38.Whats your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? um. my breasts. :D
39.Do you own a knife? i guess.
40.Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? uhh. i don't have any.
41.Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: um. lately. water. lemonade. pepsi. um.. this bottle of mountain dew that's been in my backpack for like, a week. um. and i've been meaning to drink the rootbeer that's been in the fridge for like.. a week.
42.What's In Your CD Player? um. whatever.
43.What's Under Your Bed? old grandma stuff.
44.What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 12:45.
45.Current Worry? eh. i guess i'm kind of worried about.. dinner with my parents tonight.
46.Current Love? daniel.
47.Current Hate? my mom and like. eehp. most of my friends'.. attitudes towards.. me. now.
48.Favorite Place To Be? dan's house. particularly.. andy's room. or entonio's house.
49.Least favorite Place? ugh. like. in the same room with my mom.
50.If You Could Play An Instrument? urh. the piano.
51.One person From Your Past You Wish You Could be with? melissa. or band camp alan. or jaki. or jurg. or mr. j.
52.Where Would You Like To Go? i don't know.
53.Where do you want to live? i don't know.
54.Color of most clothes you own? black. *total goth face*
5.Number of pillows you sleep with? uhh. one. or two.
56.What do you wear when you go to sleep? it varies, i guess. usually a t-shirt. pants sometimes. sometimes nothing. sometimes everything. :D
57.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? um. hopefully i'll still be with dan. but maybe not. and if not then probably living with one of my relatives. or justine or entonio.
58.First piercing/tattoo? my ears. but they died. (not my ears, the piercings died.)
59.Last person you yelled at? dan probably.
60.Latest crush? jaquelyn symone!
61.Last thing you ate? a plum.
62.If you could be a pirate, would you? gay. no.
63.What songs do you sing in the shower? whatever i feel like singing.
63.What's in your pockets right now? i don't have any pockets.
64.What color are your bedroom walls? periwinkle.
65.Last thing that made you laugh? dan or justine.
66.Best bed sheets you had as a child? i don't remember any. 'cept.. 101 dalmations. i probably had power rangers, though, as i was obsessed, and those are clearly better than 101 dalmations.
67.Any pets now? i guess like. mike. the cat. i have sophie at home. and jacob. the cat. and cc bob.
68.Have u ever won any awards? eh. maybe.
69.If u could pick one person to make out with who would it be? dan or jaki. :D