What's that you hold and why is it so bright?
hey, i'm home. :-0
um, just kidding.
i'm at the library.
it's closed on sunday's, so updating 6 times a week is the best i can do, sorry.
so um. saturday we, uhh.
i have no idea.
we probably just watched game shows.
and hung out with andy.
i got mad at him later.
or just.. sad.
and cried some.
but he didn't agree with me about why i was sad.
so, um.
i don't know.
eventually we talked about it.
but no real.. solution.
so whatever.
i went home and stuff.
made him talk on the phone with me.
later when we were off the phone, my dad came home and i heard him talking to my grandma.
he was like "is the kid home yet? i just got a ride home from her mother; it doesn't look like she'll be going back ever."
and i just started like, sobbing and it was sad and ridiculous and i hate her for making me miserable even when i'm away from her.
everything's all just so overwhelming.
like. i have that thing with my mom that hugely stressful, minor things with dan that don't help and suck, and my friends are all secretly hating me behind my back.
sweet.
guys, if you don't like me anymore, just say so. please.
*sigh*
whatever.
i texted dan for a while, and he was nice.
i dreamt that night that dan wrote in his journal that kody thinks he has a big penis.
cool.
um.
yesterday i went to dan's and we watched tv for a while in andy's room.
then around three we went to art on the rocks.
saw jon bloom there, and willie sanders.
and entonio, kyle, molly and zada.
they got a characature done of themselves.
it was sad, because me, 'tone and justine were always gonna get one done of ourselves, but we never had the money.
and now he got one done with someone else. :(
i think i'm gonna make him get one with me at the escanaba state fair.
and justine, if she's back, or whatever.
this sucks. lol
i miss entonio and justine.
i spy jayna.
and i just waved, and the man who's sitting across from me looked at me like "um? i don't know you, why're you waving?" :D
i like jayna a lot.
anyway.
the man who was drawing them was african american and he kept laughing at entonio 'cause he's so silly looking and i loved it.
he was really accurate with his air brush and it was neat.
i didn't get to see the end result, because i like, fell violently ill and had to go find water.
we purchased a bottle of water, and as the woman was getting me my change, my vision started to go, and pretty soon i couldn't see anything, so i just kind of threw my stuff and myself on the ground after i got my change.
dan thought i was faking it or being overly dramatic. :( ugh
i rolled over and threw up. it was sick.
then i felt better.
oh, there's dan.
hi.
this man gave us free muffins.
it was nice. :)
and saved my life. :D
then we looked at stuff and tried on hats and stuff.
i felt yucky and sweaty.
dan's filling out a form.
we rode the bus to lake view area, then went to this garage sale.
dan bought some stuff.. a shirt that i love, a book about dreeeams, and a notepad?
um.
his mom picked us up.
we went to target.
and saw my mom.
who sucks.
and acted like i was some acquaintance.
but i think, now that i think about it more, that i would've been angery if she'd treated me like a daughter, too.
so whatever.
she sucks. either way.
um.
stuff.
target.
we rented willy wonka and the chocolate factory.
as we were starting it, dan was like "if this is idiotic, i'm going to be mad."
but he ended up liking it.
then we.. chilled with andy.
somethingsomething.
andy likes bright lights and pimp my ride.
we/i don't.
i'm mad at the majority of people.
my dad bought me a necklace at art on the rocks.
it was nice of him and i like it and it's pretty.
i've been texting jaki most of the time that i've been here.
dan ran away somewhere.
i got sick again last night and fell asleep on the floor.
then this morning my dad stepped on my head and it told me to go to bed. :( lol
i woke up around one, and took a shower.
my aunty cathy's in town visiting, she was sleeping on my grandma's bed.
when my grandma got home, she gave me a ride here.
there was a man sitting next to me. he was a college student i think. and he was very friendly and we exchanged complaints about the computers being slow.
he said that he thought it was strange that i came here to play solitaire, but then realized that i was only doing it to occupy myself while the page loaded.
it made me uncomfortable that he was looking at my moniter, but he seemed nice.
when i was looking at my gj, he was like "is that your webpage?" and then told me a story about how he tried to set one up at a library, but it went to slow.
later he showed me this boat that, apparently, was amazingly cheap, but i know nothing about boats.
eventually he started talking to the man to his right, instead of me, seeing that i didn't really have anything to say about his boat other than "heh. wow."
i'm gonna go find dan now. :D bye.
um, just kidding.
i'm at the library.
it's closed on sunday's, so updating 6 times a week is the best i can do, sorry.
so um. saturday we, uhh.
i have no idea.
we probably just watched game shows.
and hung out with andy.
i got mad at him later.
or just.. sad.
and cried some.
but he didn't agree with me about why i was sad.
so, um.
i don't know.
eventually we talked about it.
but no real.. solution.
so whatever.
i went home and stuff.
made him talk on the phone with me.
later when we were off the phone, my dad came home and i heard him talking to my grandma.
he was like "is the kid home yet? i just got a ride home from her mother; it doesn't look like she'll be going back ever."
and i just started like, sobbing and it was sad and ridiculous and i hate her for making me miserable even when i'm away from her.
everything's all just so overwhelming.
like. i have that thing with my mom that hugely stressful, minor things with dan that don't help and suck, and my friends are all secretly hating me behind my back.
sweet.
guys, if you don't like me anymore, just say so. please.
*sigh*
whatever.
i texted dan for a while, and he was nice.
i dreamt that night that dan wrote in his journal that kody thinks he has a big penis.
cool.
um.
yesterday i went to dan's and we watched tv for a while in andy's room.
then around three we went to art on the rocks.
saw jon bloom there, and willie sanders.
and entonio, kyle, molly and zada.
they got a characature done of themselves.
it was sad, because me, 'tone and justine were always gonna get one done of ourselves, but we never had the money.
and now he got one done with someone else. :(
i think i'm gonna make him get one with me at the escanaba state fair.
and justine, if she's back, or whatever.
this sucks. lol
i miss entonio and justine.
i spy jayna.
and i just waved, and the man who's sitting across from me looked at me like "um? i don't know you, why're you waving?" :D
i like jayna a lot.
anyway.
the man who was drawing them was african american and he kept laughing at entonio 'cause he's so silly looking and i loved it.
he was really accurate with his air brush and it was neat.
i didn't get to see the end result, because i like, fell violently ill and had to go find water.
we purchased a bottle of water, and as the woman was getting me my change, my vision started to go, and pretty soon i couldn't see anything, so i just kind of threw my stuff and myself on the ground after i got my change.
dan thought i was faking it or being overly dramatic. :( ugh
i rolled over and threw up. it was sick.
then i felt better.
oh, there's dan.
hi.
this man gave us free muffins.
it was nice. :)
and saved my life. :D
then we looked at stuff and tried on hats and stuff.
i felt yucky and sweaty.
dan's filling out a form.
we rode the bus to lake view area, then went to this garage sale.
dan bought some stuff.. a shirt that i love, a book about dreeeams, and a notepad?
um.
his mom picked us up.
we went to target.
and saw my mom.
who sucks.
and acted like i was some acquaintance.
but i think, now that i think about it more, that i would've been angery if she'd treated me like a daughter, too.
so whatever.
she sucks. either way.
um.
stuff.
target.
we rented willy wonka and the chocolate factory.
as we were starting it, dan was like "if this is idiotic, i'm going to be mad."
but he ended up liking it.
then we.. chilled with andy.
somethingsomething.
andy likes bright lights and pimp my ride.
we/i don't.
i'm mad at the majority of people.
my dad bought me a necklace at art on the rocks.
it was nice of him and i like it and it's pretty.
i've been texting jaki most of the time that i've been here.
dan ran away somewhere.
i got sick again last night and fell asleep on the floor.
then this morning my dad stepped on my head and it told me to go to bed. :( lol
i woke up around one, and took a shower.
my aunty cathy's in town visiting, she was sleeping on my grandma's bed.
when my grandma got home, she gave me a ride here.
there was a man sitting next to me. he was a college student i think. and he was very friendly and we exchanged complaints about the computers being slow.
he said that he thought it was strange that i came here to play solitaire, but then realized that i was only doing it to occupy myself while the page loaded.
it made me uncomfortable that he was looking at my moniter, but he seemed nice.
when i was looking at my gj, he was like "is that your webpage?" and then told me a story about how he tried to set one up at a library, but it went to slow.
later he showed me this boat that, apparently, was amazingly cheap, but i know nothing about boats.
eventually he started talking to the man to his right, instead of me, seeing that i didn't really have anything to say about his boat other than "heh. wow."
i'm gonna go find dan now. :D bye.