I'm pretty sure that these sins will consume you.
Blehhhh, lots of stuff has happend lately, mostly good, some bad. Bad is easy to focus on so I will start with it. The girl that I liked stopped liking me I guess. Then things just happend that made it really confusing and distant. So pretty much so far in my life, every girl that likes me, just stops after a few weeks. They always say its nothing I did so I have no idea, girls just stop liking me. I usually get mad at them but this time it was different. I have been slowly getting into faith lately and I found a reason to pray for the first time, I prayed that she would be happy and find whatever it is in life that she is looking for. She told me she has been really happy. I know things happen for a reason so I think because I used to get mad at the person for stopping their feelings towards me, but now I know it has to be for some greater reason. I have just been keeping my head up lately and know that whatever happens is supposed to, wether I see it now, or in the future. My faith is definately starting to grow in light of recent events.
On other stuff, my friends are amazing, I love them a lot. The band is going really well. We recorded our EP at Burning Bridge it sounds really nice. I know some people in bands think it is concieted to like or listen to their own music or whatever, I don't. I write and play for my own enjoyment, if others like it than that is amazing, but if they don't, whatever, it doesn't bother than me. I have accomplished my goal of being in a band that plays music I would enjoy listening to, and I do enjoy listening to it. My bandmates amaze me.
I also love my family a lot. I can talk to my mother and step dad about anything. I talked to them about the girl situation and they helped me understand things by telling me some of their stories haha. My step dad and I went to go to best buy to get a game add on he wanted and I wanted to get GTA: San Andreas just because I know its super indepth and takes a while to play and I needed something to pass the time and get my mind of other things. Well best buy doesn't carry GTA games anymore because I guess they are "too bad" but they have plenty of other games that involve shooting things and blowing stuff up. I guess game ratings no longer determine what the parents will let their kids play, its up to best buy to decide. Plus I am 18, the only reason my step dad was buying it is because I am broke right now and I was going to pay him back in a few weeks. So we went to Washington Sqaure Mall to their game store to get it, we did, as we were walking a security guy came up to me and said "Uhhh, I need to ask you to take your hood off" Wow. I guess no hoods in public places now? I have no idea. I guess I was going to hide guns or something in my hood? That wouldn't even work. I can't steal anything in my hood. Plus I would never steal. Yet every other person in the mall had a cool ghetto do-rag or some hat, but of course no one told them to take their head wear off. Maybe the security guard should focus on shop lifters instead of who has a hood up, so lame.
Well anyways, I love life, it is amazing. Family and friends never cease to amaze me either.
Sometime soon = movie day with Kaycee because I love her. She is the only girl that won't stop loving me besides my mom, haha. Its awesome how we are always in the same boat but always trying to jump out into other peoples boats. We need to just get married, haha.
On other stuff, my friends are amazing, I love them a lot. The band is going really well. We recorded our EP at Burning Bridge it sounds really nice. I know some people in bands think it is concieted to like or listen to their own music or whatever, I don't. I write and play for my own enjoyment, if others like it than that is amazing, but if they don't, whatever, it doesn't bother than me. I have accomplished my goal of being in a band that plays music I would enjoy listening to, and I do enjoy listening to it. My bandmates amaze me.
I also love my family a lot. I can talk to my mother and step dad about anything. I talked to them about the girl situation and they helped me understand things by telling me some of their stories haha. My step dad and I went to go to best buy to get a game add on he wanted and I wanted to get GTA: San Andreas just because I know its super indepth and takes a while to play and I needed something to pass the time and get my mind of other things. Well best buy doesn't carry GTA games anymore because I guess they are "too bad" but they have plenty of other games that involve shooting things and blowing stuff up. I guess game ratings no longer determine what the parents will let their kids play, its up to best buy to decide. Plus I am 18, the only reason my step dad was buying it is because I am broke right now and I was going to pay him back in a few weeks. So we went to Washington Sqaure Mall to their game store to get it, we did, as we were walking a security guy came up to me and said "Uhhh, I need to ask you to take your hood off" Wow. I guess no hoods in public places now? I have no idea. I guess I was going to hide guns or something in my hood? That wouldn't even work. I can't steal anything in my hood. Plus I would never steal. Yet every other person in the mall had a cool ghetto do-rag or some hat, but of course no one told them to take their head wear off. Maybe the security guard should focus on shop lifters instead of who has a hood up, so lame.
Well anyways, I love life, it is amazing. Family and friends never cease to amaze me either.
Sometime soon = movie day with Kaycee because I love her. She is the only girl that won't stop loving me besides my mom, haha. Its awesome how we are always in the same boat but always trying to jump out into other peoples boats. We need to just get married, haha.